i seriously think i am torturing myself, always writing this blog when i am damn sleepy..

anyway, met up wif Ah min, was very happy, was not feeling too good physically and mentally.. appreciate that she initial a meet up after i tot her i was depressed.. WAhahaha... ok lar, depressed is too harsh a word, feeling down perhaps..
i was going to the toilet after we plan to meet, wen i was walking i feel so so much better, i mus stress is entirely nth to do with the person i am going to meet... hahahaha.. whoever i mit i will feel happy too...
i miss candy lar, she so busy busy, it has been like a few million years i nva go out wif her le... nva have the time and chance to catch up with one another...

*candy*
if you got the chance to see this which i doubt so, pls rmb that you must have friends other than family and bf leh...
very very impt point to take note... you will nva know what will happen few years down the road, applies to all of us...

i really miss my Mr. Fats lar, not seeing him but able to tok to him every night is okay, not fantastic but at least sumthing...
but this week he has field trip, not seeing him and toking to him, i wan die le lar!!! hahaha... really miss miss him alot!!!!
i miss him till a point that i feel happy when i am able to mention his name or tok abt him!! hahaha.. i noe... crazy...
Wonder how he is in the wild, hopefully he wont kana chase by wild boar, hahaha.... when he is out, but prepare something to ease his constipation hahahahaha... cos these 6 days they will be having very little fluid..

enuff liao, wo yao SLEEP le... TIRED..

Sianz, after working, the latest i can stay up is 1 + or 2 + am, after that i cannot tahan le... hahahaha..
and when i wake up, last time my record is 4 pm +, now??? 12+ pm already consider late liao.. haiz, three words for myself...

I AM OLD...

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haiz...

just spoken to buyi on MSN, realised she is really disappointed abt not going Australia to study..
abit sianz cos i was the one telling her hw good it will be in Australia, nw i am the one to dash her dream...

i am really passionate abt going dere to study, but i think i m more passionate not working for pple.. maybe what i have learned from my this current company has sparked my entreprenuership "bone".. hahaha..
Also after wrking these few months, to spend all of my hard earned (and really hard earn cos i scrimp and save really hard) money on 2 yrs of education in Australia suddenly dun feel worthwhile...

i just told my mum abt pursuing a local degree from MDIS, i realised all of them sigh a huge relief of me not going Aust to study, cos they tink it is too costly...

i also wish my parents are rich, maybe like Mr. Fats?? going there to study is affordable and i dun haf to even save for my daily expenses, rent etc..

honestly, i dun even maybe wan to start my own business, just go dere enjoy and come back.

but i have to be selfish for one time, not even Mr. Fats is in my consideration, i just want the best plan for my future and life.

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Hi guys, today i am writing to you on my..... LAPTOP!!!

yes! tat's right!! Hwee Ting actually brought a Laptop!!! before you start rushing to buy TOTO, i have to admit that i have 3 sponser, my dad, mum and mr. fats, therefore i only paid $250 for this laptop lar..

hahaha... $250... i think still can give 4D a shot ba.. hahaha..

i brought this one is a demo/display set, HP Pavilion, initially me and my colleague were just saying if the condition is good den buy, but the condition is great!! it is like brand new lar... and summore HP leh, got warrenty also..
my fren dey are IT expert, so they say the computer specs not bad, and in the end me and 3 of my colleague each brought one lar..

Price is $899 bucks. Not bad deal right!!!

if you guys think of getting one cheap laptop, tell me i will let u guys know lar..

ok enuff of that, i need to post a serious apology notice lar..

*BUYI*
beat me ba, slap me ba, i noe i cheated your feelings!!! hahaha...

ok for those hu tink i need to see a doctor, this is what happen lar..

i decided to forgo my australia trip due to better life plan, and i already shared with Jiamin. i will be meeting with Buyi so i will let her know too, hopefully she can join too??
i was telling buyi hw great it will be in australia etc.. so she wanted to immediately fly there becos of their food, but of cos she can't lar, hahaha..
den nw i decided in a change of plan, den she say i cheated her feelings!! hahahaha...

ok, anyway, i will be taking part time degree course in MDIS, cos cheaper also, and completion in 15 mths? by den my fren told me my company will increase abt $700 of my pay, and with the yearly increment, i reckon shld be nt bad ba..
taking driving lesson too, but dunnoe when probably after i enrol for the course and sort out my schedule ba..

after that... den i cant say le lar.. privately den tell u guys ba... but we shall see, everything is not confirm yet..

ok tata!!!

*i miss my Mr.Fats*

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Today I look at my other hp line, amazing tat i still haf some messages dated a few years ago.
Okay, maybe not so many years ago, it is in year 2005.

Basically, when I was so blinded by love, hahahaha... tat I kip all the then lovey dovey but now want to puke messages… hahaha..
The most drastic differences comes from Mr. Fats lar..
Read the “Once upon a time” messages I seriously Gek sim lar..

Just a few examples to point out,

1) Initially WA SO sweet, dear tis dear tat, and now? Fats tis and Fats tat.
From DEAR to Fats, just the difference between the spelling and pronunciation is bad enuff, the meaning of the two words is like one Chinese saying "one heaven one hell"...

2) Secondly, "Can’t wait to see you on Friday" has slowly evolved to "I can't wait to ply soccer on Sunday"
Not only tat, the 1st sentence has nva appear in my hp again.

Rmb wen guys get jealous even wen you just praise another guy??
I used to get tat vinegar smell, but nw?? I get cold water..
Wen I say I like ronaldo and nadal, last time he say
“wa, so like tis lar, big backside lar, like them”, but now leh,
“please lar, you want them, pple also dun wan lar, wait long long dun haf”
SHIT U!! hahahaha…

3) From "I m waiting for your call" till "Fats, I tired, I go slp first", see what 1 year and 8 mths can do to your relationship?? Anyone wif the same plight?? Hahaha…
Hopefully by the 5th year, we dun end up wif, “Lao eh, dun tok so much I wan sleep can anot??”

4) The worst is last time wen I working, he came down one day to surprise me.
“WA SO SO SWEET”, but… NOW LEH??
“I surprise you by not giving you a surprise”. THANKS ARH!!!
I feel so touched.. KA PU!!!

I can go on and on lar, but writing too much may spark some protests from the Botak guy in army. Hahaha…
Miss the good old days…. when I get angry, some1 would send me a msg filled with many “Sorry”, whereas now what I get is, “you dun so xiao qi can anot” and “walao, you dun so tissue paper leh (sumtimes he will sub tissue paper with popiah skin lar, depends on his mood lar)” hahahahaha..

Wa, Ku ming ARh.. hahahahaha…

Anyway for your information, I may start calling him Botak Han rather than Mr. Fats.
So what you guys think, choose the one you guys think will irritate him more..
WAHAHAHA…

ok.. better stop before… “MATRIX” hahahaha… Bye Bye...

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finally, Mr. Fats went to army le..

not exactly sad till wan to die ar, but miss him dearly... funny that suddenly on wkend i m at hm and lazing around.. mostly, i will be at his hse lar, den de ah ma and mum will wake up us to eat lunch etc.. hahaha..

so ke lian lor he, haf to wake up 5.30am, hahaha.. he msg me in the morning and or me ard 9.30 - 10.30pm, when it is the end of the day and his free time. so everytime i receive his call, i will "AH BUI!!!" hahaha...

actually i also qte happy lar, becos tat means countdown to 2 years and not countdown to army, i so excited lar.. but nw haf to scrimp and save, no more nice SHOES!!! hahaha...

Wrk has been boring!! becos after one hr i have finish everything. so practically, i read newspaper, drink milo, slack, sleep, draw pictures etc... hahaha, but wen my boss comes in den i will work damn hard. like alot of things to do, but all i do is to click this click that on the computer screen can le.. hahaha...
my colleague say i too efficient, hahaha, tats true.. hahahaha..

ytd i went to Candy's shop, turn outs she selling waffle lar.. in suntec, but only $2.50, too cheap le.. but maybe more affordable?? very quiet becos all the shop ard have not open yet.. summore once open, dey will haf competitors on their left and right.. topid rite??

DEAR ALL MY 3 FRIENDS, (excluding candy), please support their shop if you pass by suntec. hahaha.. pathetic advertising.. but buyi and huixin, u guys so many friends help spread the word ba.. go spam your tagboard den u noe.. hahahaha...

ok bye bye!!!

P.S> i love you baby han!!!

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Ello!!

today is PH and i can rest!!! now waiting for Mr. Fats to come, so late le!! TOPID!!!
recently has been working and working lar, work has been gd ar.. can sumtimes slack, but when busy is really busy lar, but i prefer that lar becos times past faster lor.

have been saving money recently, and i really save alot leh this month hahaha.. hopefully nxt month can save alot also.. abit sianz lar cos i need to save for my education, canot spend =(
it has been ages since i brought a nice shirt, bags or whatever lar.

everyday only spent 2 dollar for lunch, den i cook at home.. i cook beansprout and one more vegetable and that is all!! less than a dolllar!! see!! how can i not save money right??
furthermore sumtimes Mr. Fat will sponser abit lar.. hahaha...

after work i always tired de, tired till i also dun go out with Mr. Fat de.. we normally go home, if not we will go white sand or tampines mall have dinner than go home..
so sorry if i nva ask you guys go out lar.. cos i really tired, i just have this lazy bone in me ba.. i seriously will rot one day man.. hahaha...

have not been keeping in touch with my friends recently, ytd i was telling Mr. Fats, "wa, if i break up with you, i can seriously go die, cos i like no friend leh". hahaha!!!
but i am a homely person ba, i like to stay home, watch TV, eat, sleep, surf net etc lar.."

see even this post tis boring cos not much things has been happening lar, except for work work work lar..

abit lazy to post the incident regarding MR. Fat "best fren", will update wen i see u guys nxt 4 yrs (hahaha).

ok take care everyone!! bye!!

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Hello!!
Work has been very fine lately, in fact great lar.. cos i dun feel like i m dragging myself to wrk.. of i dun like wrking till i dun wrk i will feel sianz lar.. i can see myself wrking 2 yrs ++ in tis job ba...

anyway, haven heard much frm buyi n huixin!! haiz, wrking is like tat de, no time to mit up, and sat n sun is kept for our boys. nt always, bt at least most of the time, and i just love to slack at hm lar.. cos rest wat...

de main reason i blog is becos of a person tat i ren.... till cannot anymore!!! i cant stand it!! by nw, u guys shld noe hu it is? de person tat i kept complaining abt ? Mr fats so called best fren? last time i wld try not to make it so obvious, bt nw hu cares!!! war man!! hahaha.. of i cos i wont slap her like wat jiamin volunteer to do lar(summore drag candy in) hahaha ..

you guys noe wat, after saying so much comment on our relationship, i ren till nw.. bt recently she bug Mr fats to gif her a answer y he dao her, y he tis, y he tat.. and worst, she said she find that he changed after being wif me!! den added dunnoe gd or bad!! WTF!! kip ur topid, big mouth to urself B**ch!! tink i hao bully ar, guo fen!! ya he wont after being wif u lar.. jealous that we are so gd, so close issit?? too bad Mr fats choose me n nt you!! bt Mr fats say he wont not choose you even if there is no gals left in tis world lar...!!!! hahaha!!

and then after tat, say wat wen Mr fats quarrel wif me, will complain to her, den nw treat her like tis.. F*CK lar, Mr fats say only one time okay!! wa one time, must bring the moon down to thank you anot??
after tat, kip reminding him of their 4 yrs friendship, may i ask, hu is going to spent the rest of our life together? u wif him? or me wif him?
den Mr fats also pissed den ignore her, de nxt day kept bugging him to tell her wat is wrg, and tat she wont be angry and maybe is a misunderstanding..

Mr fats ask me wat to write, of cos i wan say bad things lar, bt den i tink, wat the heck, forget it just generalize can le.. i can put my head down to say tat the letter is qte kind liao ok!! and wat did she reply!!
she said she felt hurt and disappointed .. WTFFF!! hu in the 1st place, so desperately wan the topid letter wen Mr fats say that there is no point.. and den reply say Mr fats dun wan de 4 yrs friendship, wen we NEVER EVER HAD!!! screW her lar.. den say she dun care abt the relationship, and dun judge him n me, den added is pple say that i hinder his growth wif god and she wan to just nudge him and tell him... and it is not call comments?? and may i noe hu is all this pple?? harry, tom, jerry or pussy?? siao.. wa sumone so wei da, my arse lar!!!

den say Mr fats call her everidae, i wonder if she imagine tat leh, toking to herself on the phone and say that is Mr fats on the line.. she basically add oil, sugar, powder, salt, chilli to things man.. and of cos pple order veg, she can twist ard and say you order meat sir..
den she say wen she wan mit him, Mr fats say that cannot, she is with me..
firstly, she wan mit 10plus at night, after 4 YEARS OF PRECIOUS friendship, she dunnoe Mr fats got curfew??
Secondly, he shld spent time wif you and not with me?? den u be his gf lar!!!
the most funny thing is cos she broken up wif her bf, and dun allow Mr fats to be his friend which is CHILDISH my dear arse... and she said that Mr fats tok to him becos wan to spite her!!WAHAHA!!! HELLO!!! KU KU HEAD!! WE NOT SO FREE AS YOU!!! wat are u leh, we nid to spite u?? please lar u ar not tat impt!!!

say so much is all becos of jealousy lar.. B**CH.. she is jealous of Mr fats nt as close to her wen he dun haf gf.. wat can i say, at least i got Mr fats and she got... a pack of lies? and gossiping skill?? and please dun add sumthing like JEsus is my best fren, trying to act innocent wen u are obviously not!! haiz, sian of her, sick of her, tired of her, angry!! i wont be the old me le.. smiling to her.. i m nt god, i dun have such mercy skill in me.. hw to 4gif n 4get wen de person kip stepping on ur toes and whacking you wen u did not try to harm or hurt her at all...??

ok i finish le, tis are the main one, still got all the nitty gritty stuff... pardon me for my language bt i am exploding.. Jiamin save tat explosion once.. tis is the second hahaha...
i noe human are still human, some can never be angel, i still have ample of faith in God.. bt nt in her.. after all, i live nt for her, bt for god, he noes everything!!!! and wateva i wrote here, i can swore (althou i heard christians cant do tat) on my arse on it... i dun lie like her.. i dun lie to make things look as if i m right.. for this matter, i noe Mr fats and me are RIGHT...

tat's all folk.. dun allow your little niece, or sister to see lar.. cos abit vuglar.. i promise i will return to be tat sweet gal again..*puke* hahaha....

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i got job le!!! the job tat i told u guys about.. i was offered the job on the spot leh.. the managing director told me that the prev girls tat interviewed me strongly recommended me to her!! hahaha!!! nt bad rite??

bt the sad thing is my pay is $1450.. nt $1600.. and for the 1st 3 mths is $1300 cos under probation lor.. sianz!! BT>>>> I DUN CARE!!
the environment there is GOOD!!! the director and boss all nt ard de, cos they wrk frm home... so very relax leh.. summore only abt 5 people only.. hahaha..
all very nice people, becos they are christian as well!! i feel tis company very take care of staff de..
the food in the pantry, like cookies, noodles, milo etc.. all company pay de..
i got 7 days medical leave, if never used up hor, can change for cash de leh.. and every mth dey gif $20 claim for my broadband internet.. gd rite??
wrking hr 9 - 5.30pm summore, and quite near my hse.. gd rite??
they looking for some1 tat can stay long term de.. bt i didnt tell them tat i going further studies 2 yrs later.. hopefully i can go back here wrk after my studies lar.. bt of cos with higher pay lar!!! hahaha...

2day i just started wrk, i believe will have alot of things to do, bt nw i still under training lar.. ytd i cant slp maybe becos too nervous... so i abit tired today.. haiz really start wrking le.. nw got annual leave liao leh.. hahaha...

ok lar.. tat is all.. happy wrking guys..!!!

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hello!! i got one gd news, and one bad news..

ok, good news first.. i went for my interview 2day, was qte okay bt i felt i could have done better.. during the interview, they summore ask me to read a chinese passage.. i tink to test my chinese language ability ba.. lucky i noe all the words, bt nt sure whether i got say wrgly any words anot lar.. the company has another company in china, and they have clients from taiwan, HK etc.. so we need to be able to speak in chinese lar..

The gd news is.. i was selected for another interview!! tis time wif the director lar.. scary!!! monday at 3pm, so sianz lor.. cos i have to endure another interview which i really dun like lar.. bt for the wrk, ok ba... the environment dere is very gd leh.. quiet n cosy, and i dun really haf to walk much after i alight frm the bus stop.. it took only 1 hr frm my hse till dere.. so ok lar..
and becos the company feel the traffic is very congested ard 6pm, so they release us at 5.30pm.. 9-5.30pm!!! gd rite?? summore only 5 days wrk.. hahaha... *pray hard*

I have been receiving some calls from my application lar, so if tis one dun haf, den hopefully another "window" wld open ba..

ok the bad news.. man utd lost to roma, 1 - 2, sianz!!! bt i m proud of them u noe y?? cos paul scholes was send off at 33 mins.. the rest of the game was plyed by 10 men only!!! because the match has to be plyed 2 times, one at home and one away, so man utd still got chance to win when roma go man utd ground!! WAHAHAHA!!!

the even sadder news is, riot occurred during the match.. and i was totally horrify by the images plyed.. riot police was using their batons to whack man utd supporters repeatedly even wen they have fall to the ground!! i was speechless!!!

ok, let see tis in a objective view.. even if the man utd supporters has started the riot, dey do not have any weapons, only bare hands!!!! hw can u kip whacking them till dey bleed, hw defenceless they are?? one fan even said that the riot police was hitting nt only man, a 60s guy, women and even children!! tis is the so call police???
a number of man utd fan was hospitalized, and one even had stomach injuries.. can i ask, do they carry grenade?? or machine guys?? dumb - a** !! BOO!!

apparently, they claim man utd supporters started the riot using tear gas and throwing bottle.. bt to the defence of the supporters, the roma supporters was using it as well.. before they enter the stadium, no check was conducted as well, wat are their safety measure?? BOO!! BOO!!

haiz, summore the referee ytd was a piece of cow dung!! he can be more obvious in showing he is more biased lar.. i noe my statement may not be objective, bt it is the absolute TRUTH!! see the replay, touch ur heart and tell me if it is true.. BOO BOO BOO!! no wonder sir alex ferguson was commenting that man utd was like against 12 mens in the match, the 11 mens of roma and the referee lar!!!

SIANZ!! bt i am proud that under that circumstances, man utd managed to still score one away goal, and conceded only 2 goals lor.. i have faith in GOD, and MAn Utd!!!

ok vent finish le... bye bye!!!

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hey guys,
so happy lar.. cos i got a interview 2molo for a admin officer post.. dey write $1600, bt dunnoe leh.. in Eunos summore, nt very de far lar..
i like the job scope leh, like alot of things to do, gd lar, at least nt so boring..
bt i very nervous cos i dun wan screw up the interview u noe.. pray for me!!

mr fats suppose to fetch me dere, bt den he also got interview, half an hr earlier den mine.. so unlucky lar, den i have to go myself.. is at 10 am lor..
rmb i told u guys i dun wan to wrk because of my football match, see lar 2nite 2.30am got man u match, bt i going to watch!! dun care!! haiz, den 2molo tired lor, so i decided to slp earlier till 2.30am to watch, den slp back.. hopefully i wont so tired ba..
mr fats got two interview, both temp accounting de.. bt only $5.5 per hr.. so little!! hahaha.. bt he short term de bo bian lar..
actually i tink the west branch girls like him lor, he just submit ytd nite, den 2day immediately go interview, den afternn got job offer le!! so efficient ar!!! mine also dun haf!!
mr fats, did u tell them u attached anot?? HUH??? hahaha.. maybe den u will not get job lar, hahaha... so short!! hahaha..

haiz, 2day mr fats drove me there to see ware the office, den i abit sianz.. cos still qte far wat.. nid to take bus no. 8 den change bus no. 63, den walk in abit.. mr fats say i very lazy, far say far, near also say far, i will only be satisfied if my office is just below my hse lar.. hahaha.. tat is true u noe.. hahaha..

tks you buyi for our HK presents, de present frm HK leh, tat means still got sum HK air hahaha.. hope u find job faster lar, bt higher chance if the company is nt a american company hahaha.. WE are the limited english dictionary.. hahaha...

ok bye bye!! nw only got two friend wrking le.. de rest slack wif me!!!! hahaha... MAHJONG!! MAHJONG!! MAHJONG!!

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Hello!!!
ok lar, i have been back a few days le.. bt lazy update lar..
Penang trip has been fulfilling!! n i mean food fulfilling!! hahaha..
Show u guys Schedule: Eat, Shop, Sleep, Eat, Watch, Eat, EAt and sleep (for one whole wk!)
Ok i admit i put on 2 kg lar.. Mr Fats put on 2.5 Kg Wahahaha...

Food was just wonderful, we miss penang food... sob sob..
Have to buy lots of thing, and we need travel from JB to Sin, so we nid to carry luggage to go on bus, and so i only brought one box (32 pieces) to share among u 4 lar.. hahaha...
Bt expire 11 april leh, if by den no claim den no haf le ar.. Msg me!!
I brought pencil too, nt normal wan lar, cute cute de.. and actually dere nth much to buy too, i didnt spend much lar.. i only change $50 and i only bring $90, cos the rest my dad sponser lar.. bt my aunt gave me $50 so consider i didnt spent at all!!!

Anyway, has been sending resume the last few days, hopefully can get some interviews nxt wk lor..
i wan wrk, bt also dun wan.. hahaha.. cos i wan watch my man utd match!!!! Nw got champions league lar, EPL lar, FA cup lar.. Summore Tennis, all late late one leh.. so if i wrk den i cant watch, bt if i watch den i become zombie in morning.. so actually dun wrk also gd lar!! hahaha...
i can slack till end of may lar, cos den most competition finish le.. hahaha... Mr fats also looking for job, if he can get also gd, den he can yang wo.. hahaha... i tink he going NS june ba, SIANZ!! i m used to him driving me here n dere le, my tai tai days will b over soon le!!!

Wrk so hard to find, hmm, i shld put it as "good wrk is hard to find".. Good pay, gd job scope, gd location, gd wrking time.. haiz..
by June i must find if not i may have to go sweep floor le, hahaha...
actually got one job is a recruitment consultant, de pay is $1100, bt no OT, and if nva hit target for the fourth mth, den 20% pay cut!! Siao!! like telemarketing lar, have to call company to ask dem to engage ur services.. i den dun wan leh!! summore waste time ask me fill so many personality survey and test, dao bu ru i give my ba zi also!!
the interview women also damn jia lat, and i dun tink i can get too, cos i dun like wrking outdoors and i nt very competitive lar!! GOOD!! hahaha!!!
i was suppose to go interview for a office administrator position, bt den dunnoe y i was suddenly interviewing for a recruitment consultant lar.. hahaha... They cheat my feelings lar..

ok lar, tat is all.. all my busy wrking friends!! Except for SLacking Bu Yi!! hahaha...

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i m going penang!!!! 5am haf to leave hse!!! siao.. bt no choice cos i taking budget airline, and de airport is in johor bahru, so haf to leave early, n my flight is 10.35am lar..

excited sia..

Anyway, qte worry that i cant get a job lar, bt i tink shld be ok de lar.. actually i wan to wrk bt den i also dun wan wrk hahaha... cos lazy lor, haiz.. the tot of travelling to wrk is damn sianz.. bt hw to do, we nt born with a silver spoon in our mouth, we have to wrk to earn a living..

recently, i very angry wif sum1.. jiamin n buyi shld noe ba.. de person i complain to u guys before de..
haiz, damn sick of the person.. i wan to punch, slap, kick, strangle, squash and many many more to tat person lar!!!!!!! any more ideas guys?? hahaha...
very guo fen lar, update u guys again.. i nva offend tat person in anyway bt wat i get? backstabbing and more back stabbing.. kip ur topid comments to urself!!!!! ArrGghh!!
ok lar, vent finish le.. hahaha..

i going ta pau de tau sa pian for u guys, bt i tink i nid to buy a few boxes, so mayb 2 can share a box? if nt too many things to carry u noe..

ok lar, will update more wen i cum back, and if i diligent enuff, i will post some pictures!!

(P.S) buyi, rmb buy things for me wen u go HK!!!
*Huixin* paiseh lar, bt i woke up 5 plus u noe.. really!!! will mit up wif u guys wen i cum back??

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hey!! recently nth to do, slacking at hm so got time blog lar.. anyway i wan to wrk!! but my dad lar, drag drag drag till nxt wed den going penang.. so i only can start end march, early april if i can get a job lar.. sianz!!

i going penang le!! finally!! after so many years, i finally going dere le, it has been such a long long time le.. n i going wif mr fats too.. althou he nt very excited cos he dun really like my cousin, he suspect he likes me!!! hahaha... amusing right??
ah fat, he is my father's bro son, so even if we like each other, we canot be together!! n furthermore, my cousin see me like once every few years?? hw to like?? if he really like me, den i admire his "LOVE" man..

i really very excited u noe, cos i very long nva eat the nice food there le, and believe me, if u go dere eat, singapore food is "ahem" -_-", shld noe wat it mean le right...
mr fats also abit excited abt the food lar, aside from the ridiculous cousin thingy..
so pls gif me ur orders before 21 march, but limit lar hor.. cos have to buy for 4 pple.. mayb the famous tau sa pian lor.. n i see still got wat lar..
as for jiamin, as usual i gif u 5 cent ringgit for momento ok?? hahaha..
i wonder y i always do tis to her before i go overseas.. is a usual routine, if i dun do tat i will feel uneasy.. haha..

was toking to min recently, told her that if i really go aust study, den she can cum visit me during holidays, den free lodging wat.. applies to all whose name is under my "she's beautiful" column.. i will be very happy to bring u guys ard lar.. so pray i can really go dere study..

ok bye bye!!

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hi!! actually did not want to blog but after seeing some pple blog, i cant help but express my discomfort hahaha...

sumtimes, i cant help but wonder why some pple cant look in the mirror and admit they are not so well gifted in terms of looks?? i dont mean to say i m tat perfect, cos i nva say i look like some stars or i so prettTTTy!!! Some pple u see first look alrdy canot make it, but den they haf to add in comments to their foto to convince pple they are pretty which OBVIOUSLY is NOT!!!
(buyi, applies to the gal we are toking abt, but still got one more)
haiz, not tat i bad but i wld admire someone that is humble when he or she is not so gd -looking..

anyway, recently went candy hse ply mahjong and won $30 bucks!! happy happy!! but spend it in like 2 days? but nvm lar.. i really enjoy the mahjong session cos fun lor, but i wld arrange a session when only gals are there ok?? den we can gossip gossip, which is wat we do best at lar..
monday going to employment agency look for jobs, not so easy leh to find jobs.. but try our best ba.. den the following wk i going penang le!! HIPPEE!! what makes it so special is that i will be travelling with my dad n mr fats!!
before i get together wif mr fats, i just got the feeling that he may be the one, and after i get together wif mr fats, i know that he is the one!! hahaha...
although i still go ga-ga over handsome guys like cristiano ronaldo, walcott, xiao zhu, zai zai and many many more.. hahaha.. but i noe they are just eye candy lar..
of cos if they do become a reality den i dunnoe lar... *dun beat me mr fats, hu ask u so short n fat* hahaha!!!

one last topic to tok abt, recently i became really dependent on mr fats, when he go home at night, i feel so loss n sad.. at one point when i was watching tv n no more show le, i was telling myself y is life so meaningless?? of cos, i suspected i got.. "DEPRESSION!!"
in the morning n afternn, when mr fats is wif me or i m outside i feel alright but i m afraid of night.. i dunnoe why.. i will miss mr fats very very much, den i would msg or call him very often.. i m very glad he is always there lar.. so i cant imagine hw i will be if he go for NS.. n of cos my dog!! my precious dodo.. he is always wif me althou these few years after he "upgrade"to lao gong gong cos he very old le, he became very stubborn.. ask him cum dunwan.. haha..

ok i wan go Zzzz le.. nite guys!! i love u mr fats!!

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ello!!, so much to update!! if u happen to click in to see if i did update finally, i did!! And i have change a blogskin too!! Nice rite??

Anyway, there are changes in my life, if u haven noe, i fell in love with MAnchester United!! If u are as sua ku as buyi hahaha, den i can explain that Manchester United is a very very popular english football team.. They are currently top of the EPL and i am really looking forward to them getting the EPL cup!

And just for your information, nadal and roddick on my fave are actually tennis players. i watch them ply, and due to tim's influence, i love them too!! i am really glad that i fell in love with sports channel, it is the best!!

today, suppose to go sentosa but due to unforseen circumstance (raining), we have to cancel lar, damn sian.. i am looking 4ward to the skyride, luge rude and the 4D cinemania thingy.. heard it is gd lor.. nvm, nxt mon, tue or wed.. haha..

tomorrow going candy and jiamin hse for cny, abit too long right??but haiz ask them lar, always like tis de lar.. but nvm 2molo going ply mahjong, hopefully, cos scare no kaki.. we mit like 3 times every year?? miss the secondary sch days, but i guess we all have grown up?? working, studying, relationship and socialising has kept us all busy ba.. bt hey at least till nw we still kip in contact leh.. nt bad nt bad..

i was slacking just nw den i suddenly yearn for my own hse, and... *shy* marriage!! i was dreaming abt getting married with mr fats, and renovating our hse. Den we slack at our beautiful hse and just do wat we like best... watch tv.. dun think dirrty.. hahaha... especially jiamin.. sick

I going penang middle march hopefully, cos my dad always say le den canot... -_-" if going den most probably with mr fats too.. i very excited lar, cos i wan bring him eat all the nice food there and do one of my fav hobby, shopping!!

ok lar, that's all will update more.. anyway mr fats has pass his driving.. and is nw a certified driver hahaha... i sat his car few times le, dun worry everything is fine except sumtimes he drive too fast and his parking nt very gd.. hahaha.. bt i m enjoying it *BIG TIME* , u noe hw much it means to me cos i m a certified lazy adorable gal...

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wait a minute, i clean the spiderweb on my blog first.. Ta-Dah!! brand new for now.. haha..
Nth to do, so i blog lor.. Last few mths busy with internship no time to blog, furthermore wont haf feeling to blog.. All my readers, are u still dere?? hahaha.. I forget there is none to start off..

To update my life will be impossible after so long, so i will be updating my schedule haha.. Christmas is coming!! HAppy and Sianz!!! Sianz cos my wallet is going to haf a big big hole. So many people to get present, i can feel my head spinning.. I nid a list to remind myself of all the presents i nid to get!!! Goodness!!

Tomorrow i going JB to do some christmas shopping, excited!!! I will be going with dear, Buyi and her fren. Really excited leh, dunnoe y, just excited and happy.
Den wed going out with min and candy, wa!!! after a million years!!! hahaha.. will be fun de!! min so dirty hahaha....

den thurs going out with huixin, $$$$ fly away again.. Dear urs too.. hahaha... I wan go KTV!!! So long nva go le, cos Tampines branch one close down le, TOPID!!!!

Den wk i going to arrange a Sentosa outing with my dearest dear, so fun lar!!! I love my dear so muchie!!!!!!!! heehee..

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haiz.. very sian.. nth to do.. haf to study for exam.. bt left one paper.. so not so bad.. so nw just blog lor...
anyway, intership coming le, dun even noe ware i m posted to.. sept 13 is the start of intership, den sept 11 den we noe de company.. siao rite.. if post me to tuas or sentosa, i can seriously go quit TP!!! choy choy choy, wont so suay de ba...

tis few mths, nth much has happen.. everytime my DG leader ask me to update her wif my life, i will say "aaa, nth much happen leh".. hahaha... i tink she also fed up.. no lar.. she very nice de.. bt really nth much interesting.. mayb alot of things happen to tim's hse, but not mine lor

his bro's went New York le, so good hor.. den i went to send him off, so sad lor, see his mum, popo cry.. i also wanted to cry de but i scare wait dey say i cry for wat.. like very extra.. hahaha.. so i ren and ren and ren.. going overseas to study very exciting leh.. i really looking 4ward to go wif tim.. bt tat will b a few years down de road le, might haf changes also... at least nw tat is de plan lar..

after so many mths, i also closer to his family le ba, althou i still alittle shy lor (dun b mistaken it is de word "SHY"), hahaha, but everyting is very good nw.. de popo and mum always gif me food and things to take home.. like de mum gif me ginseng powder, den his popo gif me essence of chicken, chicken pie, char siew puff, apple pie, otah and many more... hahaha.. dun envy... she gif de chicken pie until nw i see i also scare.. hahaha..

still rmb tat time she not ard, den i open de fridge see, den saw the chicken pie, i immediately tell tim "CHICKEN PIE!!!, quick, throw away" hahahaha... very bad hor.. pple gif me eat summore wan to pick.. hahaha...

i tink recently i kip going to his hse, in the near future i also will kip going le.. cos his sis and bro all not in spore, so he haf to pei his popo more lor.. actually his hse very comfortable, got a very nice smell tat will make me wan to fall asleep.. hahaha..
his mum very cute, everytime will say joke or act cute, den tim will say "u very act cute leh", den his mum will reply "i dun act cute, i am cute"... diao... hahaha...
his dad i abit scare, bt very funny lar.. say de spaghetti is hokkien mee... diao diao.. hahaha...
very interesting...

tat all ba... nxt time den blog again... bye bye..
P.S. ( if ur name appear below, behold u all will get a invitation to go out wif me after my exam..)
and de lucky winners are : Lee Jiamin, Candy Khoo, Chen Huixin, Lim Buyi
and the all-time winner: Timothy Han

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*ahem* i noe i haven been blogging much due to my laziness and lots of activities recently.. tis entry will be quite boring to u guys, but for me, it is a motivational factor for me to blog nw..

anyway i will b toking abt christianity.. ok yawn all u want bt i still gotta blog cos i will nva noe hu will come across tis entry n be inspired.. hahaha... i am filled will so much things inside of me that i dunnoe hw to write.. gotta organized my thoughts

it is really amazing how god works.. i was a buddhist wen i was young, den became a christian, den a buddhist, den a christian..(which will always be le).. ok firstly, i m a very realistic person, very protective of myself and always on guard.. making me believe in sumting would nid tons of evidence, facts..

wen i was young, since my family comes from a buddhist background, i naturally became one w/o knowing anything.. den after my mum babysit a little baby "caleb" which by the way the cutest baby i ever seen, i got into contact with christianity.. i was young, i went becoz my bro went, i tot will b fun, honestly i haf little memory of exactly hw i felt there.. and due to such a weak foundation, obviously i drift away after my mum stop babysitting the baby.. bt important point.. "i said the sinner's prayer" which was a prayer that convert u to a christian."

den sumhow, i was lost, i was a free-thinker.. till the stage in my life ware i wanted to b singer so badly, i converted into a buddhist.. and for wat reason.. become i wanted to b a singer and pray that i will b one.. do i love my "god"? of cos nt... basically, i just converted becoz i want to gain sumting..i even ask for toto number...hahaha..
bt the funny thing is, all along wen pple ask me abt christianity, i would say i believe.. dun ask me why..

anyway, one day i came across the movie "passion of the christ", which sparked sumthing in me, i den read the bible and for some reason, i decided to give christianity a go again.. at the same time, i fall in love with a adorable boy which too was a christian.. and a very devoted one too.. i rmb wen i m nt wif him yet, i wld pray to god, not to ask god to let me be wif him, but to ask god to lead me the right way.. if he is nt for me, i ask god to support me along the way while i recover.. notice the difference in praying between a christian and a buddhist.. amazing, sumhow i managed to be wif the guy i love.. and he bought me much closer to god.. i really and seriously believe that it is all god's plan and will.. to get me closer to him thru my boy..

i canot write down all the miracles that god performed for me, bt trust me.. i dun lie to get sumone to trust in christianity.. it all happened on me, and not just quoting pple's incident.. which is y it is so vexed to see pple close to me nt getting the love frm god which they so deserved..

ok, so the highlighted part of the above para, rmb, the one i say wen i was young i said the sinner's prayer? anyway i believe that i was still loved and blessed by god even wen i was not a christian in heart... y? cos even thou i didn't haf $$, and was so broke, i managed to live a very exciting and decent life.. even wen i disobey him, he still love me no matter wat.. i still rmb candy asking, "u no $$ y still can buy so many things huh?", haha.. last time i will say "dun noe leh", nw i will say "cos i am blessed"... =)

feel free to ask me anything, or clarify anything.. dun hold back wen u tink he is calling u.. no harm knowing more, in fact u will gain much more...i haf too much to write, will continue sum other day, hope u guys will read.. i really hope one day u guys will experience the love and miracles that i felt... god bless...

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ytd i was watching animal planet, i was so disturbed by the documentary that while venting my frustration at my dear, i cried.. of cos i cry easily, very easily... but i was really sad..

i practically feel sad and cry everytime i watch animal planet.. i cry when animal die due to being hunt by predators.. but tat is something tat i feel is okay cos it is the animal cycle.. the thing that i felt the worst is when animal dies becos of human actions..

there is a show called miami animal police, the show is basically toking abt animal abuse, we follow the animal police around to help abused animal.. it makes me feel sad to see the animal being abused, for example, there is a german shepherd dog being abandoned and worst, he is infested with thousands of fleas.. it is digusting..

but the show that made me feel like blogging it nw is the "one planet" showcase.. toking abt tigers in india.. i dun really nw hw to spell.. bt they are the one who kill the tigers for their skin.. they are the most inhuman, disgusting and may i say son of a b***h.. de showcase played a tape where the tigers are being trapped by traps.. and the traps are those disgusting look alike jaws kind.. if u noe wat i mean.. anyway, when the tigers are trapped, they would not roar to show their agressive side like normally they would, but to just lied down and bite the feet that is being clipped.. sort of resigned to their fate.. den the fu*king pple will come and shot them in their head.. *@#$%^&*.. wat the fu*k!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!

and one part of india where is it considered the reserve for the tigers are all wipe out.. no tigers left... and the tigers in the other parts of india is being wipe out slowly.. the most idiot thing that is happening is that the gov dere is ignoring the situation and denying the fact.. walao if i m dere i wld haf shove the truth up their arse.. topid!!!! of and the most hated country or watever it is, is the dumb TIBET!!! they are the one that wants the skin for their silly looking clothes... a bunch of no brainers..

haiz.. i said a little prayer for the tigers in india after the showcase... hope god wld bless the beautiful animal he has created... and bless all the animals in the world..

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recently, i went for my medical check-up, and due to my mum's persistent, i decided to go for the surgery.. for those who i nva mention anything, i got a lump in my breast, but it is nt dangerous or cancerous lar.. bt when they take out de lump, they will further examine the lump... oh and dun worry abt going out of shape cos it wont lar... just alittle scar at the side ba.. nt too sure.. anyway is just a one day surgery, i can go hm on the same day... so it nth de lar.. actually i m quite scared, nt becos of the pain or the whole thing, just the part where they would haf to make me unconscious.. very scary... would i dream? would i blackout? hw would i feel when smell de thing? aiya.. just lots of question.. i decided to really pay attention to that point where they let me smell the thing, so i can tell u guys hw it felt...

hmm, tks to huixin i got haagen dazs voucher!!! yah!!! nxt thurs is me and my dear 10mth anniversary so i may use that voucher on tat day ba... hehe.. ok lar.. i wan go bath le.. so long till i blog again

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just visited my fren's blog, and after reading tt, i felt goosebumps all over hahaha... if u tink mine entries is mushy try reading hers... hahaha... nt a bad thing bt nt recommended for those will a weak heart.. hahaha... bt at least dey ar enjoying everytime 2gether..

okok... ytd i went seoul garden with buyi.. had so much fun crapping with her lar.. i tink de seoul garden nearly collasped due to our laughter.. hahaha... actually we supposed to eat yuki yaki de, bt den dunnoe which idiot booked de whole shop for a private function!!! walao, dey shld haf call us to inform us right?? hahaha...
We decided to feng sha yuki yaki, which is to never go there again......... on tat day.... haha.. we going back nxt fri... WAHAHAHA....

2day becos no cell, dear came to mit me after wrk and we ate at the tea valley in downtown east, quite nice so guys u can try.. especially de fried beancurd and the salted chicken..
anyway we went home after that, i was so tired.. we chat chat abit on bed den i ask him go buy thing frm de mama shop den i go bath, den he say ok, bt after lying on him awhile, we sumhow fall asleep.. hahaha.. damn funny... after tat nth much happen, he bath my dog, act topid, ply wif my dog den he went hm hahaha... *boring* bt i like *wink* *wink*

hmm, a note to tat sum1.. u noe hu u are..
i dunnoe u ok le ma.. anything must tell me k?? relationship is always a risk, u noe it.. it can make u feel like de luckiest gal in the world, but it can also make u feel like the worst in the world.. wat u can do is to go thru it.. i believe u can.. cos u done it be4 hahaha... nt very encouraging right??
dun say i dunnoe, cos i tink alot de, i noe where all de stress factors are coming frm.. we will always b dere to listen de ma.. everything will be OKIE de!!! god bless..

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guys!!! i haf a story to share.. quite lengthy but read on...

2day, me and buyi decided to skip accounting tutorial cos we very tired, so be4 i go hm, i wanted 2 wait for tim to go home 2gether... so while waiting for him, buyi and me went cybercafe to surf the net.. while we are surfing, buyi receive a msg and told me she want to go out to make a call.. when she return, she suggested to go tutorial this wk but skip the nxt one cos she say more worth it.. hahaha... so i call tim to tell him i going tutorial so rmb to come mit b ard 2.30pm.. den pei me till 4pm for my evaluation

so after the accounting tutorial, i called him but he told me he is in tampines mall!!! i got so so so angry... practically fire burning and splashing inside of me althou buyi told me nt to get angry...
so while waiting for him, i msg him lots of hurtful things like " y ar u so impatient, pple can wait y u cant?", "if u dun feel like waiting u can go hm", "i dun wanna see u"... i noe i very bad lar, but really very angry cos he late 1 hr plus, and before the lesson i told him nt to run ard cos i alone in sch very ke lian.. so i tot he dun care whether i alone anot..

he arrived later, and he called me and msg me but i didn't answer him.. he went to lab to find me, becos he so blur, he didn't see me.. so he went cybercafe, canteen, library to find me lar.. finally he went bk lab and saw his friend, sat down and talk to him.. i was in the same lab room as them but he didn't see me.. diao... after around 15 mins of chatting he decided to leave and just as he leave he walk past me and FINALLY saw me.. but i was nt angry le cos i was laughing and laughing, hw can some1 b so blur sia... if my fone phone is on ringing mode, he would haf noe i m in the same lab as him lor... BLUR!!!

ok so everything was le, we went to eat dinner den we went home.. when we reach my hse, i opened my room door, and guess wat, a bouquet of blue roses was lying on my bed!!!! i was really really surprised... so i hugged him and finally i realised y he was so late in the afternn..

*mystery solved*

1) buyi receive a call right? it was him.. he called buyi to go for the tutorial cos den he got time to buy de flowers.. so by doing that he own buyi 100 mesos.. hahahahaha....

2) he was so late cos he went to buy the rose and delivered it to my hse and go bk to sch...

everyone say *AaWwww* so sweet right.. i still so fierce him just nw... i love u dear!!! (censored part) hahaha...

de additional part (applicable to buyi, min and candy only cos u guys noe him)
- terence follow him, den he show terence de msg i send him (wat de #$%#@#%), den terence say "she sounds pissed, good luck to you" hahahaha..... damn funny...

i wan to say tks buyi... cos u sacrifice ur slp den go the boring tutorial.. hahaha...
and of cos my dear dear dear... u really make my life *beautiful*

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i would first like to thank min and huixin for tagging.. to bring alittle more life to my blog hahaha... anyway i reckon i shld blog more lar, after annoucing my return.. nw i at cyber centre wif buyi, who is laughing and making alot of noise while chatting wif her fren.. hahaha... haiz, later at 1pm gonna go accounting tut, sianz!!!!!

haiz, very tiring, my media event coming up and my topid work!!! althou nth 2 do, very slack, bt hor still sianz.. i haf 2 admit i m a lazybum... huixin... wa surprise leh u got read my blog, so actually i got alot loyal readers too lar.. hahaha... i fri going yukiyaki wif buyi, den sunday mayb going wif u, i strongly believe on monday i will go sch with a steamboat face... hahaha..

ok lar, i go back update more.. gonna crap wif buyi msn fren.. hahaha...

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after so long, i decided to blog again.. haiz cos nth 2 do at home so decided to bring some life to my blog..
hmm, if i were to update everyting i tink my blog will need around 100 pages ba, so i decided nt 2 write everything of my past few mths here..
of cos i believe other than my dear who will be reading this, buyi, my dear, buyi, my dear, buyi will also be reading my blog... hahaha.. my blog has only 2 readers... bt i will not be discouraged, i will do publicity for my blog!!!
i will tag on my besties tag board and pester them 2 read my blog..

oh and another thing, pls dun mind de very "Singlish language" on my blog, my english is nt tat powderful as u noe.. heehee...
*P.S. so dun correct me hor dear*

anyway, these few months has been busy busy, which is very very unpleasant for me, it is a known fact that i must slp slp slp.. and i hate working!!!! haiz bt because of $$$ i have 2 go work, damn sianz!!!!
okok, i shld stop complaining and write down de wonderful things of my life, de blog shld coincides with my theme "my beautiful life" aint it???
other than wrking, being in school is nt tat bad due to the fact that LIM BU YI is in my class, and we have lots of crap and gossip to talk about.. hahaha...
and when i am nt in sch, hanging out wif my dear is always always something i look forward too..

basically, my life evolves around my leading actor, timothy dear lar, but of cos the supporting actress like buyi, candy, min, and huixin plys a part too..
back to my leading actor, every entry in my blog has to write something abt him if nt he nt happy... hahahaha...
dear dear dear, y u so cute!!!! of cos nt forgetting y u so fat... haha..

ok lar, will update more nxt time.. buyi!!! rmb GOSSIP GOSSIP!!!!

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due to de popular demand of juz 1 loyal "fan reader" haha... i decided 2 blog...
wan 2 noe hu is de loyal reader?? she is... BUYI!!!! hahaha...
oi rmb my sun biscuit ok??? go taiwan dun miz mi 2 much tat u buy alot of things 4 mi leh.. bt i cant stop u 2 if u insist...
haiz so xian i haf 2 wait 4 another few more wks be4 i can go overseas... bt.. i m veri excited.. tat will b lik my first overseas trip.. of cos it wil be even more special since i wil b going wif my dear... btw.. it is stil timo... the porky pig..

he stayed over at my hse de last few days and i m reali reali happi.. bt wen he return hm, i feel reali xian n sad lor.. i feel lik i m missing sumthing, jus feel nt is right... luckily i had my Mcdonald meal wif mi... felt much better after eating the nuggets meals.. haha...

going out wif huixin nxt wk... excited n happy!! its been a long time since i went out wif her le.. got lots of catching up 2 do man...

anyway tat's all will update more wen i got de chance... ok buyi???? hahahahaha.........
oh n buyi.. after u come back we go out 4 a dinner ok??? or lunch?? seoul garden or sakae sushi?? hahaha... u wil be my eating kaki... MUAHAHAHA......

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so sianz.. doing mi newletter assignment in mi dear's hse.. y sianz?? cos he is nt here wif mi lor.. he is plying games wif his bro.. bt nvm lar cos i aso nid 2 do mi wrk.. i ate dinner at his hse, n i really enjoyed mi meal cos his popo cooked realli reali nice... n add to the fact that i was really darn hungry.. later he is nt sending mi hm, i wil be taking a cab hm miself of cos it wil b sponsor by dear hahaha..
he reali veri sweet 2 mi, veri veri veri sweeet!!!! love him so much!!! last few days we might haf little arguments bt tat doesn't prove that i m tired of u or aniting k dear?? so dun worri i wil love u for eternity de.. hahaha... gosh!! getting too mushy...

everyting has been going well mayb alittle more slp wil definitely help LOTS!! haha.. bt i m still holding on n i noe mi dear dear dear wil catch mi if i fall.. ok gotta go back 2 mi wrk le.. ciao!!

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hey guys!! finally got de mood to blog.. min ar it seems lik u ar veri stress hor.. bt actuali hafing a packed schedule althou it is tiring, dun u tink it is quite rewarding ma?? at least we spent good use of our time.. bt i noe it is veri tiring de, n we tend to grumble n grumble n grumble... hahahaha...
i can safely say the onli cure to our tiredness is our special ones rite??
wen i m so tired n xian, juz one call or msg frm him wil brighten mi day.. tat is y wen i m wrking i nid him 2 msg mi.. hahahaha...

candy ar sorri i cant go clarke quay.. cos actuali i tot of nt wrking le so if i go dere awhile den quit abit bo liao... bt den nw i tink i nt quitting le.. hahaha.. can earn extra income bt mi schedule wil be veri little lor..

christmas is cuming!!! so excited cos i m going 2 his hse on christmas day!!!!!! we ar gonna be santa claus gifing presents to our family ...
ytd i did not mit him, n AHH!!! so weird lor.. lik sumting missing... miss him so much at wrk.. so i cant imagine mi lik min nt miting benny.. hahaha.. bt sooner or later we wil nt mit everyday de lar.. nw jus enjoy every moment wif him first lor..

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i m tired n xian... arggh... so long le summore only 20 mins has passed.. stil got abt 100 min more 2 go.. haiz xian ar...

after hearing wat min say abt onli can spend 3 days wif benny a wk, i realise mi n dear is quite lucky le lar hor?? bt hor i stil feel nt enuff leh wonder hw can min tahan.. bt i noe no choice lar..

ytd after going candy's hse we 3 haven catch up much yet, stil got lots of tings 2 update.. haha nxt wed ba.. i too realise i miz de 3 of us hanging ard.. thou sum tings definitely haf changed bt it is the additional god's gift in our life... heehee.. hmm looking 4ward 2 de ZOO outing 2!!!! yeah!!!

anyway ytd after he send mi hm i suddenly felt so xian.. cos i miz him so much much much!! i dun wan him 2 go hm, i dun wan him 2 leave.. i wan him 2 stay wif mi, i wan 2 hug him 2 slp, stick 2 him lik superglue.. hahaha.. den i tot 2 miself haiz 10 yrs more!!!

so wen we tok later tat nite i brought up tis subject.. i ask y haf 2 be 10 yrs?? cant it be earlier nt desperate or wat, bt i reali wan 2 live wif him, cook 4 him, wash his clothes n jus tak care of him lor... after much discussion, hahaha... we wil stil stick 2 de old plan jus tat mayb we might get engaged be4 we go to Australia for studies ba...

p.s (dear sorri for last nite hahaha.. cos i slping ma den nva hear the fone ring hahaha... love u!!)
p.s (min & candy: hey guys ar u free on 26 dec?? ard 5 to at nite?? inviting u guys 2 a outreach program.. tel mi k???)

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welcome back min!!! go malaysia shopping shiok lar huh??? tot u wil buy wat 4 us den onli earrings... hahahaha... nvm wen i go australia next yr march i wil buy back 4 u one packet of sweet.. haha.. summore i go find ricola blackcurrent flavour wan hahaha...

aniway mi sat n sun ar normally book de so mayb we can mit lik weekdays??
c i wrking on sun ma nxt wk, if nt wrking den i can mit u guys after mi church...

hmm... nw rotting in de lab waiting 4 de "u noe hu" guy.. den attending his lecture later.. so tired nw wanna slpZZZZ.... reali nth 2 update or lazy 2 update lar.. update sum other day.. dunwan pple 2 envy mi 2 much muahahaha...

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(Candy & Min) : tim told mi sumting tat i reflected on n agree with it.. last time i always tot tat besties mus always hang out n stick 2 one another lik glue bt he told mi sumting, he said tat best frens ar frens hu dun reali haf 2 hang out if reALI NO TIME but we noe we wil be dere 4 1 another wen we nid help.. nt tat i m saying we cant hang out bt i guess u guys understand wat i m saying ba rite???

finally i understood wat is de meaning of "24 hrs a day is nt enuff".. other den spending time on wrk, schwrk, dear, church i seriously dun haf enuff time 4 other things.. i dun even haf enuff slp!! i was quite surprised tat i dun haf 2 haf enuff slp wahahahaha... but of cos i feel tired lar...

for eg. spending de whole day with mi special guy is stil NOT NOT enuff!!! seriously jus leaving him for 5 mins i m oready missing him le.. whahahaha... reali looking 4ward 2 spend everyday wif him...

(dear) : pig!!!!!!! hahahaha... jus wanna say i wan 10 yrs 2 pass veri veri fast so i can hug u 2 slp everynite!!! n tks 4 everyting u haf done 4 mi i love u!!!

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2day was quite tired cos i wrk closing ytd ma.. tot can slp longer bt was woken up by mi dear's cor.. he got de wrg time den woke up earlier, he scare his hair messy den dunwan go back 2 slp.. vain guy ya?? haha.. so i haf 2 wake up earlier 2 go 2 sch lor..

bt i nt onli mit him lar cos awhile later huixin n buyi came 2 mit mi 2 hahaha... maomao (terry)came 2 find huixin cos she has his notes den i sort of tok 2 him lor never did i realise sum1 got jealous.. althou he deny tat fact wahaha.. i found him lik xian xian de.. i ask wat happen den he say y i nva tel him abt those guys be4.. jealous rite?? summore dun admit hahaha...

after mi tutorial i summore wait 4 him an hr lor thou he say veri fast de.. lucky i got research 2 do 2.. den immediately i crash his lec n nw i m yet again waiting 4 him.. cos he got his b.i.g meeting.. later going 2 pei him go tanjong pagar den back 2 mi popo hse..
so gd rite.. *cough cough* mus treasure hor pig!!!

aniway so long nva go out wif mi besties le.. esp de gal hu name starts wif a J n ends wif a IAMIN.. hahaha... kip pang saiing us bt i used 2 it le lar.. i lost touch wif internet quite a long time so i jus read min's blog.. oi gal no nid 2 feels pai seh 2 cor us de ma.. we so close le n i dun tink u wil pai seh de rite??? haha...

ooo jus rmb 2 blog sumting veri impt.. ytd is our 1 mth anniversary n dear got mi flowerS!!! finally de 1st time in mi life i receive flowers lor.. thou nt veri big hahaha bt i appreciate it le.. love him so much much much... reali feel time passes so fast wen i m wif him i tink one century is nt even enuff.. haha i noe abit kua zhang lar..

hmm tats all 4 nw ba..... tak care guys!!!

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hey long time since i blog le.. cos no internet ma.. kept pestering mi dad 2 quickly pay de bill cos i nid internet since sch reopen le.. haiz.. got lots of tings 2 update bt no time cos i haf dear is cuming le.. den nid 2 crash his lecture haha... so i wil spare de details...

everyting has been going VERI well 4 us, thou dere ar lik little arguments bt he always give in 2 mi so everyting wil be ok de.. i m real blessed cos he dote on mi alot alot.. de onli ting i nid 2 improve is mi "romantic" side haha... cos he kept complaining i m nt as romantic as him.. aiyo i gal leh of cos paiseh lar n sumtimes wen de mood is rite i wil also do sweet tings de ma rite???

aniway he is de 1st guy tat do veri veri veri sweet tings 4 mi.. lik travelling down 2 mi wrking place jus 2 pass a note 2 mi, giving mi surprise visit thou i quite expected it hahaha... bt he is so cute lar... he wil always msg mi or say veri veri sweet things...

deep down in mi heart i noe tat reali i cant find sum1 better den him le.. hu can stand mi veri "GOOD" temper n everyting.. i jus love tat he love mi 4 hu i m... i wil always treasure him alot de..

n thou i mention lik quite a no. of times le bt i reali reali wanna thank de most most most is god cos w/o him i wont be tat blessed n loved..

hmm tats all 4 nw ba.. wil update on de chalet n bday ting or mi church n cell grp meetings or wat ba sum other day..

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i dun wanna wrk!!! so sianz... especially nite shift cos i haf 2 lik sweep n mop de flr of de shop... veri tiring u noe... bt becos of $$... haha...

woke up at 11 plus cos mi dear cor mi, den we tok awhile, i said i m going back 2 slp after tat bt he ask mi nt to haha.. so i woke up, wash up, surf net n wen 2 eat lunch wif mi dad... after lunch i was damn tired so i wen 2 slp immediately i reach hm hahaha... n had 3 dreams al containing of hu?? mi cute guy!!! i dun reali rmb de details bt i m sure he was in it...

i rmb tat 1 of them is i got 2 noe a gay fren of his.. wahahaha... n de gay fren so sweet lor.. funi rite de dream??? if i m nt wrg, i did dreamt abt his sister n brother's galfren 2... hahaha.... bt i lik de dream cos he was wif mi all de time ma..

p.s *dear ar mus be ytd u told mi abt ur sis wanting 2 c mi tat is y i had tis dream hahaha...*

going 2 wrk at 6pm haiz so sianz.... n i m missing him so much nw... bet 7pm-1am i wont get 2 msg him or cor him... wil u miss mi??

hmm going 2 pray n tok 2 god le... ciao!!!!

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it is OFFICIAL.. abt wat?? DUN TELL U!!! hahaha... okok lar.. mi n mi cute little guy ar 2gether le... hope everyting wil turn out well.. rite dear??

we met up wif candy n her roy 4 dinner den later part we split lor.. i went esplanade (nt sure of its spelling) wif dear, den we sat down n tok... den he said he has sumting 2 gif mi, n guess wat is it?? a necklace!! a veri pretty one n a necklace i wil treasure so much... n he pop de qns, finally... haha...

of cos dere ar more mushy stuff bt ar u sure u wanna them 2 noe dear huh????? hahaha.....

we walk ard aimlessly again.. (de ting we do best hahaha) bt ya jus being wif him close 2 mi is de happiness ting tat can happen lor... wil mit up wif dear on thurs wif mi mum haha... n 4 ur info mi mum did cor mi 2 update her... KPO!!! hahaha... bt kinda cute 2 lar...

hey dear ar i noe u wil be reading tis blog.. jus wanna let u noe i wil miss u veri much everyday, n i may be alittle tired 2day lor.. bt u ar aso veri impt 2 mi k?? u said u wil be there 4 mi n i wil be there 4 u 2...

luv ya everyone!!! n tks god 4 bringing him 2 mi life...

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min!! haha read ur blog.. dun worry lar i tink ur mum do lik him ba.. de most impt thing is ur mum n dad wat rite??

let mi update on de outing wif mi cute guy ytd.. i tink we spent abt 50% of de time on bus n 50% on slacking ba.. cos dere is reali nth we can do (other den eating).. haha... i enjoy miself veri much ytd n i mean VERI!!!

i love sitting on de bus wif him, holding his hands n looking out de window... i jus felt so xing fu n felt as if i m de princess in a fairytale... even thou we jus walk ard aimlessly, bt jus being wif him is enuff.. i love it wen he put his hands ard mi, smelling mi hair n acting lik a small boi..
acting lik a small boi?? tat means asking mi 2 feed him, wipe his sweat, n sayang him wen he use mi hand 2 hit himself.. bo liao rite?? hahaha....
n i love his smell... veri nice...

i attended his cell grp it is ok lor... bt i wil attend again de.. nxt time i wil go mi ahma hse after tat so he wont haf 2 spent on de taxi fare le... i dun wanna him 2 waste his $$ lik tat... i lik his fren, weijin.. she takes gd care of mi... so i dun haf 2 worry being alone..

actuali i haf 2 confess sumting... becos i noe he wil smell mi hair rite, in de morning be4 i leave de hse i did ask mi dad 2 smell mi hair 2 c if it is nice hahaha.... juz 2 be safe hahaha... de weird part is mi dad seems 2 lik him too thou he nva met him be lor.. lik wif siew bing, kok wai, ah don i did mention abt them n he didn't ask much.. bt wif him wen he ask mi abt him he wil haf a smile on his face n i realise i haf sweaty palms!!! nt de too wet kind lar..

ok be i end off i jus wanna tel u guys hw cute can mi mum be... i told her i was going out wif him ytd ma rite?? so she so cute she told mi if got time den go visit her.. we did.. den she was lik calling mi 2 times 2 c if i haf reach hm so tat i can update her on mi n him.. hahahahaha.... stress hor dear?? i updated her last nite den she once again told mi tat she lik him n so on abt wen she wan 2 treat him n etc... i guess mi mum n him can be a couple.... hahahaha....

tat's all... god bless...

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ok i said i wil update on de trip so there goes..

hmm i tink al of u noe le ba, except 4 min.. bt de most impt ting is mi mum loves him lor.. mayb i ask mi mum 2 date him lar hor hahaha... cos after he leave, mi mum kept asking abt him n praising him lor..
u guys tink it was too fast bt mi mum disagreed haha.. mi too ba.. explain later part... den mi mum ask mi 2 ask him out, she wanna treat him eat n i can benefit frm it too.. so y nt?? haha.. den i got a wedding dinner nxt sunday so mi mum ask mi 2 ask him BT... haiz 2day wen i went out wif mi aunt, she was preaching ma so i guess cannot le... mayb he is nt free too lor.. den she ask him 2 go 4 mi grandpa bday if there is a chance... c hw much she likes him??

okok abt de "fast" thingy, u gals dun haf 2 wori i noe wat i m doing.. n he did tat cos he wanna reassure mi insecurities... n i lik him doing tat cos got 4 reasons bt DUN TELL U gals... hahaha... i got mi reasons lar k?? dun wori he is nt a bad guy i noe deep inside... n i m nt topid too.. hopefully 1 day i can bring him 2 let u guys c den u guys wil noe le... lik wat he had done 2 mi mum... brainwash her or sumting...

okok tat's all... luv u guys!!!!

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heyhey... i dun haf things 2 update since i updated quite alot in de email le rite... hmm hey my timo han, if u cum 2 tis blog dun hao lian hor... cos i wrote 2 mani tings on u le humph!!! rmb 2 tag too k??

wil update u guys de visit 2 mi mummy's hse... wil be veri FUNI de hahaha...

*i feel blessed*

tks god n luv u guys alot! (it include u my d*ar too k...)

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pigs!! i was veri tired lor.. bt after messaging him i m alittle more awake le.. haha.. 2day de outing didn't turn out tat fun sori!! i m 2 tired le.. u al shld noe i haf nva been tat tired wif u guys be4 lor.. bt 2day reali drained mi out.. promise i wont do tat 4 our nxt outing... 4gif mi?? hahaha...

i wanna explain sumting, during de outing i noe i haf been toking 2 much abt him bt due 2 mi beening tired, toking abt him can help mi be more energized ma.. so if i m nt tat tired i wont be toking tat much abt him, thou i wil stil tok abt him lar.. (jus alittle lesser) wahahaha...

i msg him ard 10.15pm den he said he tot i 4got 2 msg him le.. haha.. den in de morning he ask if i understand de bible.. so i said i understand wat it is writing abt bt mayb nt sure of its purpose.. so during de nite he say he wil buy 4 mi a book tat interprets de passages of de bible... so sweet of him rite.. den he say he wil borrow frm mi sumtimes lor.. haha... so i told him y dun he kip it while i borrow frm him lar... den i ask him abt de soccer game le lor...

reali miss him so much... looking 4ward 2 de dinner wif him!! haha..
hey gals, i jus wanna let u guys noe thou mi focus nw is him, i stil love u guys alot de lor.. hehe.. n u guys wil always be veri impt 2 mi de.. ~trust mi~
god bless n tk care!!!!

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let mi haf a quick update..

wen to kbox wif candy n roy.. bt wen i reach dere den noe roy's sister n bro going 2.. diao... u noe i dun feel comfortable wif pple i dun reali noe... tks ar candy... bt other den tat it is fun cos quite high at de ending n beginning part.. thou de mushy action of de couple could be cut less (ALOT I MEAN)... o n tks roy!! paiseh everytime let him pay..

wen i arrived hm sumting wonderful happen lor.. cos he sms mi sumting good, den i was so happi!! candy u shld noe ba.. bt... ended up quite badly.. we tok til abt 3.50am den his ah ma clock ring ma.. den while waiting 4 his ah ma 2 leave de rm HE FELL ASLP!!! walao n i m waiting for 1hr for nth!! so angry!! bt.. he did apologize 2day n quite a no. of times n said "please?" so cute hw could i stay angry rite? he has nt been slping lor.. 2 say de truth wen he sms mi teling mi he was damn tired n feeling alittle giddy, mi heart was quite pain lar.. dunnoe leh.. reali xin tong.. hehe...

haiz den he tis kpo guy got a fren looking for gals taking hrm 2 wrk ma.. den he go tel him abt mi!! haiz hw can i reject de wrk lor... it is frm 8.30-6.00pm lor mon-fri n commit abt 1 mth... i wil tink abt it 1st ba.. nt quite sure of de pay..

aniway miting huixin 2day, she wanna go trim eyebrow n shop ba.. den 2molo might be going cycling wif mi gals.. can update one another..
miz ya pigs!!!

god bless n luv ya!!

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i m so hapi~~ lalalala~ walao last nite i had a chatting marathon lor.. was toking 2 huixin 4 abt 2 hr plus waiting 4 de pig 2 cor mi, den i chatted wif de pig 4 3 hrs... so 5 hrs in total straight!! wahahaha... c i tok alot ba.. haha...
reali had so much fun toking 2 him haha.. den de last 10 mins of de conversation he used his chinese 2 tok lor, wahaha so funi... bt de sweetest ting is he said in chinese "ni yao zhao yi dian shui yin wei hen wan le" hehe... bt i reply a "i noe" diao... shld say sumting sweet back rite hahaha...
den he scare mi lor.. he said he got a dream he was in a relationship wif a gal den de dream seemed so perfect n real.. de gal is sumone in his church... den his ahma wake up den he ask mi 2 hold on cos he has 2 pretend he is slping... i tel u in between de interval i was so scared n sad n shocked n de feeling is so so sucks.. i was afraid he told mi he lik tat gal.. den he treat mi lik his fren so he tel mi..
bt den i ask him so u got go n tel de gal ma? den he say "i aso dun lik her!!" n he repeated quite a no. of times n explain clearly so phew~~~
hmm nxt... i realise i dun haf much frens!! wahaha... cos i jus cant find pple 2 tok 2 lor... noe u guys ar busy bt nt tat busy rite... lucky i stil got huixin if nt i wil rot at hm... min stil ok ba.. wil cor mi on her hp.. quick update bt at least got de heart 2 cor mi.. candy ma.. aiya bt she do tat everytime wen she is in a relationship lor..
tat all ba... ciao~~

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hey pigs!! sumting good happen keke... nt tat he lik mi... bt it is getting better everyday... haha...
at abt 1 plus ytd nite, i received a cor frm him.. dun tink 2 much he jus wanted 2 tel mi abt de church.. there ar sum changes.. so min wil update u on it.. so we chatted abt 2hr + yeah!! last nite de chemistry is there nt lik de 2nd chat.. de 1st time in mi life i reali do wanna be frens 1st den hopefully develop into sumting more... i normally rush into these things bt i do nt nw lor.. it is getting better each day since i get 2 noe more abt him each day, n ytd i noe abt his past love history le.. hahaha... i do belief we ar gd frens nw ba... n i noe his technique le... wil tel u guys sumtime... hehe.. tat is 4 nw...
nxt ting i wanna say is abt candy de... oi wake up le hor after honeymooning nw grow up 2 solve prblms le hor.. thou there ar no prblms bet u n ur guy, bt others exist in de world 2 nt onli u 2.. muz be smart k n dun stubborn le... mus tink wat is best 4 u 2.. dun blur blur de.. de world is full of hypocrites n backstabbers...
okok nxt min.. dun say her le.. so blissfully in love bt understand no road is always tat smooth de k... n dun say u dun nid god nw.. god dun nid us 2 nid him... bt we nid him... even if there is no prblms we nid him, n it is bad 2 say we wil try 2 noe him if ONLI there is prblms... understand ?? nt referring 2 ani particular god k..
n i m going 2 taiwan le.. mayb on oct 5... tat means it is nxt wk!!! so tis sat u guys can tel mi wat u wanna mi 2 help u buy ba...
tk care n god bless every1!!!!!

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can i jus say... SH*T!!! my fav pastime : *slping* is nw taken away frm de category le... (sad sad)
hmm went 2 help min bake cookies ytd, had fun bt... arggh!!! kip complaining de cookie nt nice.. nt bad ok!!! onli de appearance may nt be TAT attractive.. hahaha... she suggested i stay at her hse so we can chat til 3 plus.. bt guess wat?? she went 2 lala~ land at 1pm!!! -_-'' bt cant blame her lar cos she got sch 2day...
i cant slp cos i was tinking abt stuff n was so sticky n smelly... n mi hair itched.. so uncomfortable so wen i reach hm abt 7am, de 1st ting i do is go bath... den after tat i feel so comfy in mi own bed lor...
bt i stil nva slp leh... i was getting up several times 2 go 2 de bathrm n was tossing ard.. de headline 4 de newspaper shld read "MIRACLE!!!! MISS TAN HWEE TING de 1st time in her life haD prblM gettinG to lala~land (p.S. de lala~land lady miz her so much)"
n i tot i would lik stay in bed til 4plus bt nw 2pm i wake up le blogging mi blog.. n in bet. i guess tat can onli be called *nap* haiz...
aniway i do feel *excited* cos min is going 2 church wif mi!!! YEAH!!! u wil love it there reali.. hehe... hmm cant wait 4 tat day 2 cum.. mayb nxt sunday? n tks leh *min* so sweet of u 2 watch de show n pls reali read de bible.. oh wen u wanna read muz ask mi...
tat alls~~~~

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hey guys... kinda paranoid these days bt i haf 2 be careful.. jus 2 inform u guys i nva speak 2 him ytd!! hahaha... at least i control miself ytd... hmm let see whether i could control 2nite ma... hehe...
actuali ya i m kinda sad, veri sad i mean.. bt i guess de onli ting i could do nw is to gif god everyting n he wil establish mi path, n i wil jus follow wateva he has pave 4 mi... tis few days i haf been blogging abt him ar u guys bored?? haha... bt other den him reali there is nth 2 blog lor cos i haf been slacking at hm... oh n da s n zaizai reali ar 2gether le... sad? nope mayb jus alittle jealous.... i stil lik him as a idol haha...
aniway i hope god wil be with mi during tis period n min u haf potential 2 be a christian leh.. hahahaha.... den we can go church 2gether (haha u surely tink it sounds lik a motive ba)... bt nt!!!! we can go other church as well de.. of cos it is gd 2 go 2 his... hahaha... n i can gif u a bible FOC n lent u de movie "passion of the christ"!!! dun say nt free hor it is onli on sunday morning lor.. den afternn u can go out wif ur benny...
mayb 1 day i can tel u exactly wat de religion is abt.. (dun tink of nt answering mi cor i tel u wahahaha....)

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*Hmmmm...Oh ya. Guess what, i think the curse between the 3 of us is gone! yeah Ting =) Im really so glad that u had emerge to the next step le! hahaha. Our tai-tai dreams gonna come true soon?????????? wahaha.. that will be great man. Our guy making dishes for us. We the gals play majiong. Woot* How Great life wil be man.......* (extracted frm min's blog)
i haf 2 post again after looking at tis.. haha... i was smiling lar actuali... reali? u feel tat way? bt y do i feel sumting bad is happening? choy!!!! bt tat is hw i feel leh.. dunnoe lar jus tak a step at a time ba..

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hey sumting bad happened last nite.. erm mayb i tink 2 much or he wasn't in a gd mood last nite, or i sounded 2 harsh ba... aniway i tink i haf been bugging him 2 much these few days so i decided 2 let him rest 4 nw...
wat happen ytd was i didn't go in msn bt i msg him since i was reading de bible n came across tis qns.. so i said wen he is free den li wo.. he replied quite late leh, n jus a "ware izit taken frm" (as in in de bible).. den i realise he sounded kinda cold so i was quite apologetic in de nxt few msg.. bt he type sumting wrgly, so i said it is nt type wrgly it is nt focus, heart is sumware else... so he replied "eh... y u say until lik tat?" was i too harsh? bt i replied wrgly lar i replied " reali ma.. cos i do de same ting too.." den he nva reply mi le...
after tat i was stil hoping he would msg mi bt no lor... so i was quite sad n worried n alittle angry lucky god pei mi last nite it was quite frustrating... jus tat i done so much n tat is wat i received.. bt i dun blame anione jus tat everylittle ting he does affect mi alot.. bt after slping, i was much better 2day, realise i cant hold on too tightly if nt de line wil snap.. i wil jia you de cos i love him veri much!!! hahahahaha... *puke*

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hey... haiz.. after chatting wif him ytd rite, there is reali no words 2 describe hw i feel lor.. no amt of words can describe too.. haha.. so 2day i was hoping he wil msg mi thou i noe it is nt possible since there is nth 2 msg mi abt... n i m missing him so much 2day, so so so much... bt i was tired lor cos i didn't slp much so i was practically spacing out thru out wen i was at haagen daz... tks candy n roy 4 de ice cream!!
so i came back hm n tried 2 slp bt nth seems rite n mi bro was using de com so i tot wat de heck jus slp.. n 2molo wil be a brand new day.. bt i was tinking abt these n tat n pouring out to god... n tossing ard... so finally mi bro finished using de com n i decided 2 try mi luck... n he is online!!!
bt i tok 2 him 1st, i tink we chatted abt 1hr plus ba.. details update u guys later... n i decided 2 blog after he went offline lor... so tat is all ba... i luv god cos he luv mi... aniway tk care guys n god bless !!!!!!!!

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y m i jus so happi 2day!! cant stop smiling... ~smile~smile~smile~ i m reali veri hapi 2day!! did i mention i m hapi!!!!!! hahaha... it is weird cos jus a tiny little boi could affect mi whole day n mouth obviously... hehe... i cant update much on details cos i wil be telling u guys on sat le... tks candy for encouraging mi n being online 2 pei mi.. luv ya... w/o u last nite i wonder if i wil reali press "enter" ma.. haha.. mayb i wil.. bt wif u, it is so much easier n fun..
n min haiz dun say her, own mi another chawamushi le.. tks for disturbing mi beauty slp n bugging mi in de morning.. wahaha... *cough* t..rou..ble..mak..er... dun worry i wil still Lo..*cough*V..*cough*E ya.. cant seem 2 complete de sentence.. haha...
bt de person i wanna tks de most is GOD!! i was toking 2 him in de afternn, asking him 2 accompany mi while i climb out of de hole, bt i guess he disagree n gave mi courage 2 tok 2 them.. love him so much...
i wanna tk him 4 bringing such a wonderful "bonus" in mi life ytd nite thou it may nt last or it is jus 4 tat nite.. bt i reali appreciate it.. luv him n him 4 life... haha..

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TKS HUIXIN!!!!

aniway let mi start off frm de beginning... we actuali wanted 2 go to kbox at 11am.. for de morning session bt we both couldn't wake up so we decided 2 mit ard 1pm to eat den go for de afternn session de... aniway wen i reach tmall, mi dear huixin told mi she is stil walking out 2 hail a cab.. -_-'' i knew it!! she do tat most of de time wahaha... den as usual i said "i dun care wait sushi u treat".. so she said "ok"..
so we went to haf our "breakfast", n 2 mi surprise she actuali paid 4 everyting!! i tot lik 4 de 2 pigs, de maximum no. of plates they ar willing 2 treat is 2 plates... so i told huixin nvm i pay abit, bt she say it is okay.. *tears flowing*
den we went 2 sing, n during de singing session, huixin asked if i wanted 2 eat ice cream, she say she treat mi... *more tears flowing* wahaha...
reali generous rite, i mean she dun haf 2 spend it on mi, i mean we dun reali mit much bt... *crying* hahaha.... oi u tis 2 pigs mus fan xing le.. hahahaha....
den we went shopping, n i reckon she spent abt 200+ ba.. cos huixin dun doll up herself rite, den she usually jus wear jeans n a shirt, bt ytd wat she bought i was veri satisfied cos i chose them 4 her.. hahahaha... sort of changing her style abit ba, alittle more sexy i mus stress is reali jus ALITTLE... haha.
so she say wen she wants 2 go shopping again she wil ask mi out.. aniway i love 2 c pple spending $$.. so i m more den happi 2 accompany her...
ok cya gals tis sat... did i jus hear de sound of mahjong ringing in mi ear??

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hi!!! miss mi ba?? haha... paiseh lar.. i went 2 mi grandma hse 2 stay ma, den i 4get 2 bring mi hp wif mi.. wahahaha... u al shld noe i veri blur de lar... actuali i haf 2 blame min lor, cos she cor mi den i put on de computer table den 4get 2 bring out de fone.. haha... jiamin de troublemaker..
aniway i attended de wedding at hilton hotel.. hilton hotel leh high class hor, veri grand erm i hope mi wedding can be held sumwhere grand too... bt i tink i wil respect mi future husband decisions ba...*so sweet hor* hehe...
2molo going kbox wif miss oliver (popeye's wife).. *cough* hui..xin.. hahaha... cant wait cos i haven go there 4 so long le!!! YEAH!!! den mayb after tat i wil go ply pool wif her c whether so long le whose skills becum "rustier" haha...
wil update more de, miz mi ba u 2 pigs.. i wil miz u 2 pigs de if nt i m a dog *starts barking* wahaha... cya on sat.. god bless n tk care!!

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wOOhoo!! so tired these days... can u believe it 3 consecutive days n i haven finish cleaning de hse.. thou it is so much better le.. mi schedule 4 a day is wake up, eat, clean, rest, clean, clean, clean, bath, eat, rest n slp... n mi last "eat" is normally quite late, lik 2day... had 2 slice of bread, 4 slice of pizza n de yan yan choc biscuits!! i noe i sound lik a pig.. n so as a result mi gastric came 2 visit mi again...
bt i am so drained out cos i haf 2 move heavy tings here n there, n throw de heavy garbage bag n mop de flr n etc.. n i do it alone leh, mi dad n bro nva help mi de.. mi dad wil leave hm early den cum back late at nite, den mi bro has 2 study 4 his impt exam... even if he dun haf, he wont help de lar... bt nvm treat it as a training for mi future career.. "housewife" haha...
going 4 a wedding dinner 2molo... i mean 2day cos it is one plus at nite le.. is tis yr a gd yr?? y so mani of mi relatives getting married??4 in total!! bt at least i got 2 wear nice evening dress ba... n there is food 2 eat!! tat is de main best part wahaha...
kinda sleepy le.. gonna slp le.. luv ya jesus n tk care guys.. oops i mean gals... hehe

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after re-reading mi prev blog.. i mus apologised 4 being so "DRAMA" haha... oh n y do i haf de guts 2 post here? cos i haf 100% confidence he wont cum 2 mi blog.. hahaha... rmb onli u 2 wil cum n c rite?? haha...
aniway dunnoe y bt i find myself being lik a hsewife tis few days... i was practically cleaning mi house de entire day.. n i was alittle naggy cos i ask mi dad 2 dun do tis n dun do tat.. tat applies 2 mi bro as well... haha... bt i enjoy mopping de floor n after i c mi "creation"... de feeling is "shiok AR!!" haha.. kiping mi self busy busy is aso a gd way ba.. "de stayover party is cuming anticipate 4 it ba"...
i m quite *into* a song nw which is call "u ar beautiful" by james blunt.. cos de lyrics is SO SO gD n niCE...
"i saw ur face in a crowded place n i dunnoe wat 2 do...
cos i nva be wif u.." awww... so sad rite...
oh n de song mi blog is plying is de song le.. enjoy n tk care.. cya soon..

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