Wednesday, August 30, 2006
haiz.. very sian.. nth to do.. haf to study for exam.. bt left one paper.. so not so bad.. so nw just blog lor...
anyway, intership coming le, dun even noe ware i m posted to.. sept 13 is the start of intership, den sept 11 den we noe de company.. siao rite.. if post me to tuas or sentosa, i can seriously go quit TP!!! choy choy choy, wont so suay de ba...
tis few mths, nth much has happen.. everytime my DG leader ask me to update her wif my life, i will say "aaa, nth much happen leh".. hahaha... i tink she also fed up.. no lar.. she very nice de.. bt really nth much interesting.. mayb alot of things happen to tim's hse, but not mine lor
his bro's went New York le, so good hor.. den i went to send him off, so sad lor, see his mum, popo cry.. i also wanted to cry de but i scare wait dey say i cry for wat.. like very extra.. hahaha.. so i ren and ren and ren.. going overseas to study very exciting leh.. i really looking 4ward to go wif tim.. bt tat will b a few years down de road le, might haf changes also... at least nw tat is de plan lar..
after so many mths, i also closer to his family le ba, althou i still alittle shy lor (dun b mistaken it is de word "SHY"), hahaha, but everyting is very good nw.. de popo and mum always gif me food and things to take home.. like de mum gif me ginseng powder, den his popo gif me essence of chicken, chicken pie, char siew puff, apple pie, otah and many more... hahaha.. dun envy... she gif de chicken pie until nw i see i also scare.. hahaha..
still rmb tat time she not ard, den i open de fridge see, den saw the chicken pie, i immediately tell tim "CHICKEN PIE!!!, quick, throw away" hahahaha... very bad hor.. pple gif me eat summore wan to pick.. hahaha...
i tink recently i kip going to his hse, in the near future i also will kip going le.. cos his sis and bro all not in spore, so he haf to pei his popo more lor.. actually his hse very comfortable, got a very nice smell tat will make me wan to fall asleep.. hahaha..
his mum very cute, everytime will say joke or act cute, den tim will say "u very act cute leh", den his mum will reply "i dun act cute, i am cute"... diao... hahaha...
his dad i abit scare, bt very funny lar.. say de spaghetti is hokkien mee... diao diao.. hahaha...
very interesting...
tat all ba... nxt time den blog again... bye bye..
P.S. ( if ur name appear below, behold u all will get a invitation to go out wif me after my exam..)
and de lucky winners are : Lee Jiamin, Candy Khoo, Chen Huixin, Lim Buyi
and the all-time winner: Timothy Han
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
*ahem* i noe i haven been blogging much due to my laziness and lots of activities recently.. tis entry will be quite boring to u guys, but for me, it is a motivational factor for me to blog nw..
anyway i will b toking abt christianity.. ok yawn all u want bt i still gotta blog cos i will nva noe hu will come across tis entry n be inspired.. hahaha... i am filled will so much things inside of me that i dunnoe hw to write.. gotta organized my thoughts
it is really amazing how god works.. i was a buddhist wen i was young, den became a christian, den a buddhist, den a christian..(which will always be le).. ok firstly, i m a very realistic person, very protective of myself and always on guard.. making me believe in sumting would nid tons of evidence, facts..
wen i was young, since my family comes from a buddhist background, i naturally became one w/o knowing anything.. den after my mum babysit a little baby "caleb" which by the way the cutest baby i ever seen, i got into contact with christianity.. i was young, i went becoz my bro went, i tot will b fun, honestly i haf little memory of exactly hw i felt there.. and due to such a weak foundation, obviously i drift away after my mum stop babysitting the baby.. bt important point.. "i said the sinner's prayer" which was a prayer that convert u to a christian."
den sumhow, i was lost, i was a free-thinker.. till the stage in my life ware i wanted to b singer so badly, i converted into a buddhist.. and for wat reason.. become i wanted to b a singer and pray that i will b one.. do i love my "god"? of cos nt... basically, i just converted becoz i want to gain sumting..i even ask for toto number...hahaha..
bt the funny thing is, all along wen pple ask me abt christianity, i would say i believe.. dun ask me why..
anyway, one day i came across the movie "passion of the christ", which sparked sumthing in me, i den read the bible and for some reason, i decided to give christianity a go again.. at the same time, i fall in love with a adorable boy which too was a christian.. and a very devoted one too.. i rmb wen i m nt wif him yet, i wld pray to god, not to ask god to let me be wif him, but to ask god to lead me the right way.. if he is nt for me, i ask god to support me along the way while i recover.. notice the difference in praying between a christian and a buddhist.. amazing, sumhow i managed to be wif the guy i love.. and he bought me much closer to god.. i really and seriously believe that it is all god's plan and will.. to get me closer to him thru my boy..
i canot write down all the miracles that god performed for me, bt trust me.. i dun lie to get sumone to trust in christianity.. it all happened on me, and not just quoting pple's incident.. which is y it is so vexed to see pple close to me nt getting the love frm god which they so deserved..
ok, so the highlighted part of the above para, rmb, the one i say wen i was young i said the sinner's prayer? anyway i believe that i was still loved and blessed by god even wen i was not a christian in heart... y? cos even thou i didn't haf $$, and was so broke, i managed to live a very exciting and decent life.. even wen i disobey him, he still love me no matter wat.. i still rmb candy asking, "u no $$ y still can buy so many things huh?", haha.. last time i will say "dun noe leh", nw i will say "cos i am blessed"... =)
feel free to ask me anything, or clarify anything.. dun hold back wen u tink he is calling u.. no harm knowing more, in fact u will gain much more...i haf too much to write, will continue sum other day, hope u guys will read.. i really hope one day u guys will experience the love and miracles that i felt... god bless...
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Friday, August 04, 2006
ytd i was watching animal planet, i was so disturbed by the documentary that while venting my frustration at my dear, i cried.. of cos i cry easily, very easily... but i was really sad..
i practically feel sad and cry everytime i watch animal planet.. i cry when animal die due to being hunt by predators.. but tat is something tat i feel is okay cos it is the animal cycle.. the thing that i felt the worst is when animal dies becos of human actions..
there is a show called miami animal police, the show is basically toking abt animal abuse, we follow the animal police around to help abused animal.. it makes me feel sad to see the animal being abused, for example, there is a german shepherd dog being abandoned and worst, he is infested with thousands of fleas.. it is digusting..
but the show that made me feel like blogging it nw is the "one planet" showcase.. toking abt tigers in india.. i dun really nw hw to spell.. bt they are the one who kill the tigers for their skin.. they are the most inhuman, disgusting and may i say son of a b***h.. de showcase played a tape where the tigers are being trapped by traps.. and the traps are those disgusting look alike jaws kind.. if u noe wat i mean.. anyway, when the tigers are trapped, they would not roar to show their agressive side like normally they would, but to just lied down and bite the feet that is being clipped.. sort of resigned to their fate.. den the fu*king pple will come and shot them in their head.. *@#$%^&*.. wat the fu*k!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!
and one part of india where is it considered the reserve for the tigers are all wipe out.. no tigers left... and the tigers in the other parts of india is being wipe out slowly.. the most idiot thing that is happening is that the gov dere is ignoring the situation and denying the fact.. walao if i m dere i wld haf shove the truth up their arse.. topid!!!! of and the most hated country or watever it is, is the dumb TIBET!!! they are the one that wants the skin for their silly looking clothes... a bunch of no brainers..
haiz.. i said a little prayer for the tigers in india after the showcase... hope god wld bless the beautiful animal he has created... and bless all the animals in the world..
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
recently, i went for my medical check-up, and due to my mum's persistent, i decided to go for the surgery.. for those who i nva mention anything, i got a lump in my breast, but it is nt dangerous or cancerous lar.. bt when they take out de lump, they will further examine the lump... oh and dun worry abt going out of shape cos it wont lar... just alittle scar at the side ba.. nt too sure.. anyway is just a one day surgery, i can go hm on the same day... so it nth de lar.. actually i m quite scared, nt becos of the pain or the whole thing, just the part where they would haf to make me unconscious.. very scary... would i dream? would i blackout? hw would i feel when smell de thing? aiya.. just lots of question.. i decided to really pay attention to that point where they let me smell the thing, so i can tell u guys hw it felt...
hmm, tks to huixin i got haagen dazs voucher!!! yah!!! nxt thurs is me and my dear 10mth anniversary so i may use that voucher on tat day ba... hehe.. ok lar.. i wan go bath le.. so long till i blog again
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