Tuesday, October 11, 2005
i dun wanna wrk!!! so sianz... especially nite shift cos i haf 2 lik sweep n mop de flr of de shop... veri tiring u noe... bt becos of $$... haha...
woke up at 11 plus cos mi dear cor mi, den we tok awhile, i said i m going back 2 slp after tat bt he ask mi nt to haha.. so i woke up, wash up, surf net n wen 2 eat lunch wif mi dad... after lunch i was damn tired so i wen 2 slp immediately i reach hm hahaha... n had 3 dreams al containing of hu?? mi cute guy!!! i dun reali rmb de details bt i m sure he was in it...
i rmb tat 1 of them is i got 2 noe a gay fren of his.. wahahaha... n de gay fren so sweet lor.. funi rite de dream??? if i m nt wrg, i did dreamt abt his sister n brother's galfren 2... hahaha.... bt i lik de dream cos he was wif mi all de time ma..
p.s *dear ar mus be ytd u told mi abt ur sis wanting 2 c mi tat is y i had tis dream hahaha...*
going 2 wrk at 6pm haiz so sianz.... n i m missing him so much nw... bet 7pm-1am i wont get 2 msg him or cor him... wil u miss mi??
hmm going 2 pray n tok 2 god le... ciao!!!!
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Monday, October 10, 2005
it is OFFICIAL.. abt wat?? DUN TELL U!!! hahaha... okok lar.. mi n mi cute little guy ar 2gether le... hope everyting wil turn out well.. rite dear??
we met up wif candy n her roy 4 dinner den later part we split lor.. i went esplanade (nt sure of its spelling) wif dear, den we sat down n tok... den he said he has sumting 2 gif mi, n guess wat is it?? a necklace!! a veri pretty one n a necklace i wil treasure so much... n he pop de qns, finally... haha...
of cos dere ar more mushy stuff bt ar u sure u wanna them 2 noe dear huh????? hahaha.....
we walk ard aimlessly again.. (de ting we do best hahaha) bt ya jus being wif him close 2 mi is de happiness ting tat can happen lor... wil mit up wif dear on thurs wif mi mum haha... n 4 ur info mi mum did cor mi 2 update her... KPO!!! hahaha... bt kinda cute 2 lar...
hey dear ar i noe u wil be reading tis blog.. jus wanna let u noe i wil miss u veri much everyday, n i may be alittle tired 2day lor.. bt u ar aso veri impt 2 mi k?? u said u wil be there 4 mi n i wil be there 4 u 2...
luv ya everyone!!! n tks god 4 bringing him 2 mi life...
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
min!! haha read ur blog.. dun worry lar i tink ur mum do lik him ba.. de most impt thing is ur mum n dad wat rite??
let mi update on de outing wif mi cute guy ytd.. i tink we spent abt 50% of de time on bus n 50% on slacking ba.. cos dere is reali nth we can do (other den eating).. haha... i enjoy miself veri much ytd n i mean VERI!!!
i love sitting on de bus wif him, holding his hands n looking out de window... i jus felt so xing fu n felt as if i m de princess in a fairytale... even thou we jus walk ard aimlessly, bt jus being wif him is enuff.. i love it wen he put his hands ard mi, smelling mi hair n acting lik a small boi..
acting lik a small boi?? tat means asking mi 2 feed him, wipe his sweat, n sayang him wen he use mi hand 2 hit himself.. bo liao rite?? hahaha....
n i love his smell... veri nice...
i attended his cell grp it is ok lor... bt i wil attend again de.. nxt time i wil go mi ahma hse after tat so he wont haf 2 spent on de taxi fare le... i dun wanna him 2 waste his $$ lik tat... i lik his fren, weijin.. she takes gd care of mi... so i dun haf 2 worry being alone..
actuali i haf 2 confess sumting... becos i noe he wil smell mi hair rite, in de morning be4 i leave de hse i did ask mi dad 2 smell mi hair 2 c if it is nice hahaha.... juz 2 be safe hahaha... de weird part is mi dad seems 2 lik him too thou he nva met him be lor.. lik wif siew bing, kok wai, ah don i did mention abt them n he didn't ask much.. bt wif him wen he ask mi abt him he wil haf a smile on his face n i realise i haf sweaty palms!!! nt de too wet kind lar..
ok be i end off i jus wanna tel u guys hw cute can mi mum be... i told her i was going out wif him ytd ma rite?? so she so cute she told mi if got time den go visit her.. we did.. den she was lik calling mi 2 times 2 c if i haf reach hm so tat i can update her on mi n him.. hahahahaha.... stress hor dear?? i updated her last nite den she once again told mi tat she lik him n so on abt wen she wan 2 treat him n etc... i guess mi mum n him can be a couple.... hahahaha....
tat's all... god bless...
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Friday, October 07, 2005
ok i said i wil update on de trip so there goes..
hmm i tink al of u noe le ba, except 4 min.. bt de most impt ting is mi mum loves him lor.. mayb i ask mi mum 2 date him lar hor hahaha... cos after he leave, mi mum kept asking abt him n praising him lor..
u guys tink it was too fast bt mi mum disagreed haha.. mi too ba.. explain later part... den mi mum ask mi 2 ask him out, she wanna treat him eat n i can benefit frm it too.. so y nt?? haha.. den i got a wedding dinner nxt sunday so mi mum ask mi 2 ask him BT... haiz 2day wen i went out wif mi aunt, she was preaching ma so i guess cannot le... mayb he is nt free too lor.. den she ask him 2 go 4 mi grandpa bday if there is a chance... c hw much she likes him??
okok abt de "fast" thingy, u gals dun haf 2 wori i noe wat i m doing.. n he did tat cos he wanna reassure mi insecurities... n i lik him doing tat cos got 4 reasons bt DUN TELL U gals... hahaha... i got mi reasons lar k?? dun wori he is nt a bad guy i noe deep inside... n i m nt topid too.. hopefully 1 day i can bring him 2 let u guys c den u guys wil noe le... lik wat he had done 2 mi mum... brainwash her or sumting...
okok tat's all... luv u guys!!!!
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
heyhey... i dun haf things 2 update since i updated quite alot in de email le rite... hmm hey my timo han, if u cum 2 tis blog dun hao lian hor... cos i wrote 2 mani tings on u le humph!!! rmb 2 tag too k??
wil update u guys de visit 2 mi mummy's hse... wil be veri FUNI de hahaha...
*i feel blessed*
tks god n luv u guys alot! (it include u my d*ar too k...)
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
pigs!! i was veri tired lor.. bt after messaging him i m alittle more awake le.. haha.. 2day de outing didn't turn out tat fun sori!! i m 2 tired le.. u al shld noe i haf nva been tat tired wif u guys be4 lor.. bt 2day reali drained mi out.. promise i wont do tat 4 our nxt outing... 4gif mi?? hahaha...
i wanna explain sumting, during de outing i noe i haf been toking 2 much abt him bt due 2 mi beening tired, toking abt him can help mi be more energized ma.. so if i m nt tat tired i wont be toking tat much abt him, thou i wil stil tok abt him lar.. (jus alittle lesser) wahahaha...
i msg him ard 10.15pm den he said he tot i 4got 2 msg him le.. haha.. den in de morning he ask if i understand de bible.. so i said i understand wat it is writing abt bt mayb nt sure of its purpose.. so during de nite he say he wil buy 4 mi a book tat interprets de passages of de bible... so sweet of him rite.. den he say he wil borrow frm mi sumtimes lor.. haha... so i told him y dun he kip it while i borrow frm him lar... den i ask him abt de soccer game le lor...
reali miss him so much... looking 4ward 2 de dinner wif him!! haha..
hey gals, i jus wanna let u guys noe thou mi focus nw is him, i stil love u guys alot de lor.. hehe.. n u guys wil always be veri impt 2 mi de.. ~trust mi~
god bless n tk care!!!!
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