let mi haf a quick update..

wen to kbox wif candy n roy.. bt wen i reach dere den noe roy's sister n bro going 2.. diao... u noe i dun feel comfortable wif pple i dun reali noe... tks ar candy... bt other den tat it is fun cos quite high at de ending n beginning part.. thou de mushy action of de couple could be cut less (ALOT I MEAN)... o n tks roy!! paiseh everytime let him pay..

wen i arrived hm sumting wonderful happen lor.. cos he sms mi sumting good, den i was so happi!! candy u shld noe ba.. bt... ended up quite badly.. we tok til abt 3.50am den his ah ma clock ring ma.. den while waiting 4 his ah ma 2 leave de rm HE FELL ASLP!!! walao n i m waiting for 1hr for nth!! so angry!! bt.. he did apologize 2day n quite a no. of times n said "please?" so cute hw could i stay angry rite? he has nt been slping lor.. 2 say de truth wen he sms mi teling mi he was damn tired n feeling alittle giddy, mi heart was quite pain lar.. dunnoe leh.. reali xin tong.. hehe...

haiz den he tis kpo guy got a fren looking for gals taking hrm 2 wrk ma.. den he go tel him abt mi!! haiz hw can i reject de wrk lor... it is frm 8.30-6.00pm lor mon-fri n commit abt 1 mth... i wil tink abt it 1st ba.. nt quite sure of de pay..

aniway miting huixin 2day, she wanna go trim eyebrow n shop ba.. den 2molo might be going cycling wif mi gals.. can update one another..
miz ya pigs!!!

god bless n luv ya!!

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i m so hapi~~ lalalala~ walao last nite i had a chatting marathon lor.. was toking 2 huixin 4 abt 2 hr plus waiting 4 de pig 2 cor mi, den i chatted wif de pig 4 3 hrs... so 5 hrs in total straight!! wahahaha... c i tok alot ba.. haha...
reali had so much fun toking 2 him haha.. den de last 10 mins of de conversation he used his chinese 2 tok lor, wahaha so funi... bt de sweetest ting is he said in chinese "ni yao zhao yi dian shui yin wei hen wan le" hehe... bt i reply a "i noe" diao... shld say sumting sweet back rite hahaha...
den he scare mi lor.. he said he got a dream he was in a relationship wif a gal den de dream seemed so perfect n real.. de gal is sumone in his church... den his ahma wake up den he ask mi 2 hold on cos he has 2 pretend he is slping... i tel u in between de interval i was so scared n sad n shocked n de feeling is so so sucks.. i was afraid he told mi he lik tat gal.. den he treat mi lik his fren so he tel mi..
bt den i ask him so u got go n tel de gal ma? den he say "i aso dun lik her!!" n he repeated quite a no. of times n explain clearly so phew~~~
hmm nxt... i realise i dun haf much frens!! wahaha... cos i jus cant find pple 2 tok 2 lor... noe u guys ar busy bt nt tat busy rite... lucky i stil got huixin if nt i wil rot at hm... min stil ok ba.. wil cor mi on her hp.. quick update bt at least got de heart 2 cor mi.. candy ma.. aiya bt she do tat everytime wen she is in a relationship lor..
tat all ba... ciao~~

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hey pigs!! sumting good happen keke... nt tat he lik mi... bt it is getting better everyday... haha...
at abt 1 plus ytd nite, i received a cor frm him.. dun tink 2 much he jus wanted 2 tel mi abt de church.. there ar sum changes.. so min wil update u on it.. so we chatted abt 2hr + yeah!! last nite de chemistry is there nt lik de 2nd chat.. de 1st time in mi life i reali do wanna be frens 1st den hopefully develop into sumting more... i normally rush into these things bt i do nt nw lor.. it is getting better each day since i get 2 noe more abt him each day, n ytd i noe abt his past love history le.. hahaha... i do belief we ar gd frens nw ba... n i noe his technique le... wil tel u guys sumtime... hehe.. tat is 4 nw...
nxt ting i wanna say is abt candy de... oi wake up le hor after honeymooning nw grow up 2 solve prblms le hor.. thou there ar no prblms bet u n ur guy, bt others exist in de world 2 nt onli u 2.. muz be smart k n dun stubborn le... mus tink wat is best 4 u 2.. dun blur blur de.. de world is full of hypocrites n backstabbers...
okok nxt min.. dun say her le.. so blissfully in love bt understand no road is always tat smooth de k... n dun say u dun nid god nw.. god dun nid us 2 nid him... bt we nid him... even if there is no prblms we nid him, n it is bad 2 say we wil try 2 noe him if ONLI there is prblms... understand ?? nt referring 2 ani particular god k..
n i m going 2 taiwan le.. mayb on oct 5... tat means it is nxt wk!!! so tis sat u guys can tel mi wat u wanna mi 2 help u buy ba...
tk care n god bless every1!!!!!

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can i jus say... SH*T!!! my fav pastime : *slping* is nw taken away frm de category le... (sad sad)
hmm went 2 help min bake cookies ytd, had fun bt... arggh!!! kip complaining de cookie nt nice.. nt bad ok!!! onli de appearance may nt be TAT attractive.. hahaha... she suggested i stay at her hse so we can chat til 3 plus.. bt guess wat?? she went 2 lala~ land at 1pm!!! -_-'' bt cant blame her lar cos she got sch 2day...
i cant slp cos i was tinking abt stuff n was so sticky n smelly... n mi hair itched.. so uncomfortable so wen i reach hm abt 7am, de 1st ting i do is go bath... den after tat i feel so comfy in mi own bed lor...
bt i stil nva slp leh... i was getting up several times 2 go 2 de bathrm n was tossing ard.. de headline 4 de newspaper shld read "MIRACLE!!!! MISS TAN HWEE TING de 1st time in her life haD prblM gettinG to lala~land (p.S. de lala~land lady miz her so much)"
n i tot i would lik stay in bed til 4plus bt nw 2pm i wake up le blogging mi blog.. n in bet. i guess tat can onli be called *nap* haiz...
aniway i do feel *excited* cos min is going 2 church wif mi!!! YEAH!!! u wil love it there reali.. hehe... hmm cant wait 4 tat day 2 cum.. mayb nxt sunday? n tks leh *min* so sweet of u 2 watch de show n pls reali read de bible.. oh wen u wanna read muz ask mi...
tat alls~~~~

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hey guys... kinda paranoid these days bt i haf 2 be careful.. jus 2 inform u guys i nva speak 2 him ytd!! hahaha... at least i control miself ytd... hmm let see whether i could control 2nite ma... hehe...
actuali ya i m kinda sad, veri sad i mean.. bt i guess de onli ting i could do nw is to gif god everyting n he wil establish mi path, n i wil jus follow wateva he has pave 4 mi... tis few days i haf been blogging abt him ar u guys bored?? haha... bt other den him reali there is nth 2 blog lor cos i haf been slacking at hm... oh n da s n zaizai reali ar 2gether le... sad? nope mayb jus alittle jealous.... i stil lik him as a idol haha...
aniway i hope god wil be with mi during tis period n min u haf potential 2 be a christian leh.. hahahaha.... den we can go church 2gether (haha u surely tink it sounds lik a motive ba)... bt nt!!!! we can go other church as well de.. of cos it is gd 2 go 2 his... hahaha... n i can gif u a bible FOC n lent u de movie "passion of the christ"!!! dun say nt free hor it is onli on sunday morning lor.. den afternn u can go out wif ur benny...
mayb 1 day i can tel u exactly wat de religion is abt.. (dun tink of nt answering mi cor i tel u wahahaha....)

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*Hmmmm...Oh ya. Guess what, i think the curse between the 3 of us is gone! yeah Ting =) Im really so glad that u had emerge to the next step le! hahaha. Our tai-tai dreams gonna come true soon?????????? wahaha.. that will be great man. Our guy making dishes for us. We the gals play majiong. Woot* How Great life wil be man.......* (extracted frm min's blog)
i haf 2 post again after looking at tis.. haha... i was smiling lar actuali... reali? u feel tat way? bt y do i feel sumting bad is happening? choy!!!! bt tat is hw i feel leh.. dunnoe lar jus tak a step at a time ba..

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hey sumting bad happened last nite.. erm mayb i tink 2 much or he wasn't in a gd mood last nite, or i sounded 2 harsh ba... aniway i tink i haf been bugging him 2 much these few days so i decided 2 let him rest 4 nw...
wat happen ytd was i didn't go in msn bt i msg him since i was reading de bible n came across tis qns.. so i said wen he is free den li wo.. he replied quite late leh, n jus a "ware izit taken frm" (as in in de bible).. den i realise he sounded kinda cold so i was quite apologetic in de nxt few msg.. bt he type sumting wrgly, so i said it is nt type wrgly it is nt focus, heart is sumware else... so he replied "eh... y u say until lik tat?" was i too harsh? bt i replied wrgly lar i replied " reali ma.. cos i do de same ting too.." den he nva reply mi le...
after tat i was stil hoping he would msg mi bt no lor... so i was quite sad n worried n alittle angry lucky god pei mi last nite it was quite frustrating... jus tat i done so much n tat is wat i received.. bt i dun blame anione jus tat everylittle ting he does affect mi alot.. bt after slping, i was much better 2day, realise i cant hold on too tightly if nt de line wil snap.. i wil jia you de cos i love him veri much!!! hahahahaha... *puke*

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hey... haiz.. after chatting wif him ytd rite, there is reali no words 2 describe hw i feel lor.. no amt of words can describe too.. haha.. so 2day i was hoping he wil msg mi thou i noe it is nt possible since there is nth 2 msg mi abt... n i m missing him so much 2day, so so so much... bt i was tired lor cos i didn't slp much so i was practically spacing out thru out wen i was at haagen daz... tks candy n roy 4 de ice cream!!
so i came back hm n tried 2 slp bt nth seems rite n mi bro was using de com so i tot wat de heck jus slp.. n 2molo wil be a brand new day.. bt i was tinking abt these n tat n pouring out to god... n tossing ard... so finally mi bro finished using de com n i decided 2 try mi luck... n he is online!!!
bt i tok 2 him 1st, i tink we chatted abt 1hr plus ba.. details update u guys later... n i decided 2 blog after he went offline lor... so tat is all ba... i luv god cos he luv mi... aniway tk care guys n god bless !!!!!!!!

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y m i jus so happi 2day!! cant stop smiling... ~smile~smile~smile~ i m reali veri hapi 2day!! did i mention i m hapi!!!!!! hahaha... it is weird cos jus a tiny little boi could affect mi whole day n mouth obviously... hehe... i cant update much on details cos i wil be telling u guys on sat le... tks candy for encouraging mi n being online 2 pei mi.. luv ya... w/o u last nite i wonder if i wil reali press "enter" ma.. haha.. mayb i wil.. bt wif u, it is so much easier n fun..
n min haiz dun say her, own mi another chawamushi le.. tks for disturbing mi beauty slp n bugging mi in de morning.. wahaha... *cough* t..rou..ble..mak..er... dun worry i wil still Lo..*cough*V..*cough*E ya.. cant seem 2 complete de sentence.. haha...
bt de person i wanna tks de most is GOD!! i was toking 2 him in de afternn, asking him 2 accompany mi while i climb out of de hole, bt i guess he disagree n gave mi courage 2 tok 2 them.. love him so much...
i wanna tk him 4 bringing such a wonderful "bonus" in mi life ytd nite thou it may nt last or it is jus 4 tat nite.. bt i reali appreciate it.. luv him n him 4 life... haha..

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TKS HUIXIN!!!!

aniway let mi start off frm de beginning... we actuali wanted 2 go to kbox at 11am.. for de morning session bt we both couldn't wake up so we decided 2 mit ard 1pm to eat den go for de afternn session de... aniway wen i reach tmall, mi dear huixin told mi she is stil walking out 2 hail a cab.. -_-'' i knew it!! she do tat most of de time wahaha... den as usual i said "i dun care wait sushi u treat".. so she said "ok"..
so we went to haf our "breakfast", n 2 mi surprise she actuali paid 4 everyting!! i tot lik 4 de 2 pigs, de maximum no. of plates they ar willing 2 treat is 2 plates... so i told huixin nvm i pay abit, bt she say it is okay.. *tears flowing*
den we went 2 sing, n during de singing session, huixin asked if i wanted 2 eat ice cream, she say she treat mi... *more tears flowing* wahaha...
reali generous rite, i mean she dun haf 2 spend it on mi, i mean we dun reali mit much bt... *crying* hahaha.... oi u tis 2 pigs mus fan xing le.. hahahaha....
den we went shopping, n i reckon she spent abt 200+ ba.. cos huixin dun doll up herself rite, den she usually jus wear jeans n a shirt, bt ytd wat she bought i was veri satisfied cos i chose them 4 her.. hahahaha... sort of changing her style abit ba, alittle more sexy i mus stress is reali jus ALITTLE... haha.
so she say wen she wants 2 go shopping again she wil ask mi out.. aniway i love 2 c pple spending $$.. so i m more den happi 2 accompany her...
ok cya gals tis sat... did i jus hear de sound of mahjong ringing in mi ear??

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hi!!! miss mi ba?? haha... paiseh lar.. i went 2 mi grandma hse 2 stay ma, den i 4get 2 bring mi hp wif mi.. wahahaha... u al shld noe i veri blur de lar... actuali i haf 2 blame min lor, cos she cor mi den i put on de computer table den 4get 2 bring out de fone.. haha... jiamin de troublemaker..
aniway i attended de wedding at hilton hotel.. hilton hotel leh high class hor, veri grand erm i hope mi wedding can be held sumwhere grand too... bt i tink i wil respect mi future husband decisions ba...*so sweet hor* hehe...
2molo going kbox wif miss oliver (popeye's wife).. *cough* hui..xin.. hahaha... cant wait cos i haven go there 4 so long le!!! YEAH!!! den mayb after tat i wil go ply pool wif her c whether so long le whose skills becum "rustier" haha...
wil update more de, miz mi ba u 2 pigs.. i wil miz u 2 pigs de if nt i m a dog *starts barking* wahaha... cya on sat.. god bless n tk care!!

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wOOhoo!! so tired these days... can u believe it 3 consecutive days n i haven finish cleaning de hse.. thou it is so much better le.. mi schedule 4 a day is wake up, eat, clean, rest, clean, clean, clean, bath, eat, rest n slp... n mi last "eat" is normally quite late, lik 2day... had 2 slice of bread, 4 slice of pizza n de yan yan choc biscuits!! i noe i sound lik a pig.. n so as a result mi gastric came 2 visit mi again...
bt i am so drained out cos i haf 2 move heavy tings here n there, n throw de heavy garbage bag n mop de flr n etc.. n i do it alone leh, mi dad n bro nva help mi de.. mi dad wil leave hm early den cum back late at nite, den mi bro has 2 study 4 his impt exam... even if he dun haf, he wont help de lar... bt nvm treat it as a training for mi future career.. "housewife" haha...
going 4 a wedding dinner 2molo... i mean 2day cos it is one plus at nite le.. is tis yr a gd yr?? y so mani of mi relatives getting married??4 in total!! bt at least i got 2 wear nice evening dress ba... n there is food 2 eat!! tat is de main best part wahaha...
kinda sleepy le.. gonna slp le.. luv ya jesus n tk care guys.. oops i mean gals... hehe

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after re-reading mi prev blog.. i mus apologised 4 being so "DRAMA" haha... oh n y do i haf de guts 2 post here? cos i haf 100% confidence he wont cum 2 mi blog.. hahaha... rmb onli u 2 wil cum n c rite?? haha...
aniway dunnoe y bt i find myself being lik a hsewife tis few days... i was practically cleaning mi house de entire day.. n i was alittle naggy cos i ask mi dad 2 dun do tis n dun do tat.. tat applies 2 mi bro as well... haha... bt i enjoy mopping de floor n after i c mi "creation"... de feeling is "shiok AR!!" haha.. kiping mi self busy busy is aso a gd way ba.. "de stayover party is cuming anticipate 4 it ba"...
i m quite *into* a song nw which is call "u ar beautiful" by james blunt.. cos de lyrics is SO SO gD n niCE...
"i saw ur face in a crowded place n i dunnoe wat 2 do...
cos i nva be wif u.." awww... so sad rite...
oh n de song mi blog is plying is de song le.. enjoy n tk care.. cya soon..

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i was fine 4 awhile.. wen mi tots jus roam ard again... getting kinda emotional cos it is de last day of sch le.. i was going 2 sch wif anticipation wen i realise half of de class wil be separated AGAIN!! kinda disappointed no i shld correct tat.. it shld be veri disappointed.. up 2 point tat i haf finished mi paper i was stil fine.. den sumting happen i saw sum1.. happy den after tat i was getting emotional n jus at de point of crying i saw BUYI cuming out of de exam rm.. phew~~
Had mi lunch *fine* n on de way hm *emotional~~* once i reach hm i began mi spring cleaning... busy busy busy... til i check mi fone n saw candy msg.. den i cor her n wen 2 de computer... *emotional EmotionAl~~* haiz...
nt having +ve feelings 2day n i kinda on de verge of giving up... i wil be fine really.. =) n i stil love god veri MUCH!! haha...
going back 2 mi spring cleaning le WAHAHAHA!!
Cya!!

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well well well, haf been in de blogging mood these few days.. aniway i wanna say again tks god!! everything has been going smoothly 4 mi after having mi beloved god's blessings.. i noe candy may be rolling her eyes rite nw n min surely skip tis part.. bt trust mi.. it is true!! n i feel safe n secure in de arms of god.. hopefully 1 day both of u can experience wat i m feeling nw ba.. *finger cross*
ok aniway i chat wif min last nite on de fone, n i was quite delighted 2 hear abt peinan n shuang er getting 2gether.. they are realli compatible.. all tks to mi mouth hor.. haha..
i tink i did well 4 mi marketing n i did predicted some qns correctly, hipee!! 2 down one more 2 go!! de last one wil be HRM le.. haiz hapi bt at de same time NOT!! haha... after de exams i wil start my massive spring cleaning plan le WAHAHA!! n den u guys can cum over mi hse 4 de christmas party ok?? den mi bro can prepare his spaghetti n we order de turkey k.. wat a christmas feast!! hopefully everyting wil happen according 2 hw i wish ba.. bt let nature takes its course, i haf faith in lord... i wil accept wateva he has planned 4 mi.. =)

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saw min's blog.. awww... so sweet... feeling kinda envy, wen wil it be mi turn?? aniway jus wondering we ar all humans bt y is there a special person tat can gif u sumthing no1 can? nt even ur frens or family or etc.. it is de feeling of jus great happiness, nt tat u cant haf tat wif ur frens n family, is jus tat special sweetness ba.. i guess u understand wat i m saying rite?
lik wen u daydream of him doing sum actions den a smile wil gradually form on ur face or u wil even laugh out.. lik min n candy, wen they tok abt their other half, their face is full of xing fu de... haha.. cant stop smiling rite??
ok back to de real world, i jus finished mi finance paper 2day n YEAH!! i tink i wil pass ba cos de past few days wen i was studying 4 finance, it was lik nva ending.. n u could onli understand alittle here n there... bt 2day everything jus fall into place.. tks god!!
having mi mrkting exam on wed erm nt veri confident lar.. cos i didn't score well 4 mi last mid term test.. bt hopefully i wil pass ba.. i dun wanna go for de re-test.. looking 4ward 2 de chalet at de end of October wif mi hao jiemei!! wil be SooO fun de!! n of cos mi taiwan trip on late september or early october.. hope it wont clash wif mi class chalet... hehe... i wonder which wil i choose if it reali clashes wif one another...
min save $$ hor den can ask mi help u buy thing k?? de luggage canot be more den a few kg ba, candy i gif 1 kg den u 500g wahaha.. tink carefully wat u wan ok??
tk care n god bless!!

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actuali i dun haf much 2 update, been preparing 4 exam n doing nth these few days.. bt these few days has mentally drained mi ba.. so tired.. bt everything is fine.. i haf been toking to god these few days, praying n everything n i reali enjoy toking 2 him.. it feels lik he reali understand mi n is listening 2 mi... i noe it is hard 4 those non-christian to reali understand hw it feels cos they ar nt interested in god or ani thing related to god ba.. so i do understand n it is hard 2 mak them understand 2.. if they could jus noe hw great he is.. mayb they wil cos i aso stumble back to god due 2 sum incident... so mayb 1 day god wil create a incident 4 them 2 noe him ba.. =)

okok nw i wil update another lyrics.. de title is "dwell in ur house"
(verse 1)
u set mi apart gave mi a new heart
filled with compassion 2 share ur great love
show mi ur ways i wanna noe u
guide mi in truth mi hope is in u
chorus
let our name dwell in ur hse 4eva
lifting up ur name
dwell in ur hse 4eva more
(verse 2)
i hold on 2 u mi strength n mi refuge
hu shall i fear i noe u ar near
all of mi days i live 4 u lord
establish mi path is one thing i ask
(Bridge)
holy spirit haf ur way
sweet annointing teach our heart
our life we pray

*p.S* de melody is great too i love tis song even wen i m nt a christian at tat time =)

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