Lost In Beauty-

Saturday, June 18, 2005

i jus realize sumting... i may nt haf a family in de future... y?? cos i dun like KIDS!!! erm i like kids at de age of 5 n below, above tat i m nt reali interested.. n if de kid is cute i dun mind, bt if de kid is nt adorable n annoys mi, i would gif them a tight slap, of course i wil do tat in mi heart cos i dun wanna get hit by their parents... i jus dunnoe hw 2 make those "sooo cuteeee... kuchi kuchi " faces... i told mi mum of cos she is abit worried cos she wont be a grandma bt stil haf mi bro ma... bt hu noes mayb i wil find mi mother instincts in de future... oh n another eg.i was at mi ahma hse den mi aunt is there, den she said she wanted 2 watch de yu le bai fen bai bt wen she got de call frm her husband asking if she wanna fetch their son 2gether she immediately went down.. den i told mi mum, "if i was her i would rather stay n home 2 watch de show, den ask mi husband 2 fetch mi son on his own"... c i have no motherly love AT ALL... i cant imagine slogging out mi entire life bt all mi hard earned moni going 2 mi children.. wat if they abandon mi wen they grow up... so i must say I LOVE MI MUM N DAD!!! parents are de best... wrking their entire life jus 2 pay for our expenses, i will DEFINITELY love them wif all mi heart... oh n min n candy de plan wont work since if we were 2 wait til 25yrs, we each haf 2 cum out wif $30000+ , i wont haf tat much... worst cum 2 worst i wil do it on mi own...

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