Lost In Beauty-

Saturday, July 02, 2005

another guy caught mi heart...
tat guy is.. FUKUYAMA!!!! i love him love him love him!!!!! he is nw starring in de jap drama serial the "beauty & de beast" u can catch him every sat ch u at 14.30pm... he is so so so so so so cute.... handsome and cute jus like mi zaizai... y is there no guy like tis in reality WHY????
do depressed... haiz bt nvm... jus ONE day... *evil grin*
aniway outing 2day is cancel due to... expected 2 flare up bt after consideration, it is bad 4 mi health, n furthermore i belief tis wont be de last time... i cant possibly flare up everytime, cos after i do tat, a email will cum along, den everyting wil be ok... den it wil happen again, dun trouble ani1 2 write pointless email... spare every1 frm trouble...
*note* i m nt unreasonable, u had ur reason, bt it mus cum sincerely... reason dun cum on tat day, and dun make empty promises saying u wil accompany some1, and lastly jus say u dun feel lik going, wif ur reason we can actuali stil go other place if u reali wanna go out... i m nt topid...
*p.S* n i m nt angry, n nw i dun nid ani1 2 tel mi ware i stand in their heart, or worrying whether i m replaced, or getting jealous n everyting, we haf grown up...

close as sister?? mayb last time i wil feel tat YES!!! bt nw... is there true friendship?? yes... bt is there trust?? no... de most imp factor is nt there... trust is ware even if i leave 4 abt 5 yrs wen i cum back i stil noe no matter wat i m stil top in ur list, i belief we all wil stil qns whether we ar de top ba or might haf known some1 we click better... nvm... we stil haf a long way 2 go n build de trust... de foundation is here...

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