Lost In Beauty-

Thursday, August 11, 2005

been feeling kinda sick 2day... abit dizzy n wen i was on de bus i nearly puke.. mayb 2 much slp... hahaha... aniway i found out a way 2 relax miself... wen i just woke up in de morning i would normally listen 2 mi mp3 while lying on mi bed... den i jus close mi eyes n enjoy de music.. it is reali veri relaxing 4 mi lar... den mi stomach wil start reminding mi tat is is empty n would like food 2 be in there... den i would drag miself up...
tis wk is considered a holiday wk ba... cos i haf onli classes on mon n thur, haiz bt i dun reali feel tat happy...
aniway i got de JOB!!! starting wrk on wed!! sounds excited rite?? bt hehe i m not tat excited lar... i would prefer nt wrking at all...
jus wondering wat on earth ar de inhuman people tinking while they hurt small animals n even people.. i mean dun they even feel a tiny little tinge of guilt n disgust?? wen they set fire on de small kitty ar they enjoying it while watching de kitty burn 2 death?? y ar they lik tat?? jus wonder hw can a human actuali dun feel aniting while causing hurt 2 another living thing n worst enjoying it??
ar they sick?? having mental prblms?? or wat reason??
jus cant figure out till nw...
humans can be so scary sumtime, of cos there ar good souls around... jus lik mi wahahahahahahaha.... okok candy n min dun puke...
haiz cant they discover de cuteness, de wonderful thing of pets??
lik mi dog, althou blur, greedy, act lik a pig bt that is y he is so cute wat.. de blur blur look makes mi wanna hug him so tightly everytime.. den de guilty look, wen he dun dare 2 look at u... jus saying it wil make mi smile... i m nt saying u mus love them, if u dun lik pets, leave them alone dun hurt them ma...
in mi life, jus teling mi abt de people hu abused pets n children n all de rapists, mi claws would shoot out, goosebump wil come n i wil feel lik punching sum1...
haiz.. i wil haf 2 understand there ar devils around... so tats all... hopefully no1 i noe wil be de devil ba...

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