Lost In Beauty-

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

erm i would like 2 update on hw i was feeling tis few days n de few wks be4.. i didn't take notice of a guy til sometime, i was drawn 2 him by his character.. i tot in mi entire life i would not find a guy as special as zaizai, n would not find sum1 tat can even replace zaizai.. bt i found him.. even if he is nt as shuai as zai, nt as tall as zai, bt i found him...
i n him ar nt even consider frens, cos we didn't speak more den 20 words ba.. wahaha.. bt thru mi research i noe he is a great guy, a veri great guy.. i dun tink i haf ever met sum1 as great as him in mi life til nw... of cos tat exclude god cos he is de greatest..
aniway i juz realise a few days be4 tat i was tinking too much, tat guy didn't even noe i exist ba, nor took notice of mi.. of cos i was deal wif a great blow.. n was kinda depressed n sad.. bt i rmb he told his fren tat reading de bible helps.. so i decided 2 read de bible, n reali it helps alot!!!!!!!!! i love jesus so much so much... i realise hw much i haf sinned be4, n i regret le.. n i wil love him for de rest of mi life..
i noe jesus has his plans, n he wil arrange a great guy 4 mi even if it is nt him.. of cos i hope it wil be him cos he too love jesus lots...
jus kiping mi *fingers cross*
a chorus of a song nt sure of it's title bt i tink shld be "we ar de reason"
"we ar de reason tat he gave his life
we ar de reason tat he suffered n die
to a world tat was lost he give all he could give
to show us de reason to live"

wil post another lyrics wen i blog again.. tak care n bless al mi loved ones...=)

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