Lost In Beauty-

Monday, September 19, 2005

hey sumting bad happened last nite.. erm mayb i tink 2 much or he wasn't in a gd mood last nite, or i sounded 2 harsh ba... aniway i tink i haf been bugging him 2 much these few days so i decided 2 let him rest 4 nw...
wat happen ytd was i didn't go in msn bt i msg him since i was reading de bible n came across tis qns.. so i said wen he is free den li wo.. he replied quite late leh, n jus a "ware izit taken frm" (as in in de bible).. den i realise he sounded kinda cold so i was quite apologetic in de nxt few msg.. bt he type sumting wrgly, so i said it is nt type wrgly it is nt focus, heart is sumware else... so he replied "eh... y u say until lik tat?" was i too harsh? bt i replied wrgly lar i replied " reali ma.. cos i do de same ting too.." den he nva reply mi le...
after tat i was stil hoping he would msg mi bt no lor... so i was quite sad n worried n alittle angry lucky god pei mi last nite it was quite frustrating... jus tat i done so much n tat is wat i received.. bt i dun blame anione jus tat everylittle ting he does affect mi alot.. bt after slping, i was much better 2day, realise i cant hold on too tightly if nt de line wil snap.. i wil jia you de cos i love him veri much!!! hahahahaha... *puke*

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