Lost In Beauty-

Friday, March 09, 2007

hi!! actually did not want to blog but after seeing some pple blog, i cant help but express my discomfort hahaha...

sumtimes, i cant help but wonder why some pple cant look in the mirror and admit they are not so well gifted in terms of looks?? i dont mean to say i m tat perfect, cos i nva say i look like some stars or i so prettTTTy!!! Some pple u see first look alrdy canot make it, but den they haf to add in comments to their foto to convince pple they are pretty which OBVIOUSLY is NOT!!!
(buyi, applies to the gal we are toking abt, but still got one more)
haiz, not tat i bad but i wld admire someone that is humble when he or she is not so gd -looking..

anyway, recently went candy hse ply mahjong and won $30 bucks!! happy happy!! but spend it in like 2 days? but nvm lar.. i really enjoy the mahjong session cos fun lor, but i wld arrange a session when only gals are there ok?? den we can gossip gossip, which is wat we do best at lar..
monday going to employment agency look for jobs, not so easy leh to find jobs.. but try our best ba.. den the following wk i going penang le!! HIPPEE!! what makes it so special is that i will be travelling with my dad n mr fats!!
before i get together wif mr fats, i just got the feeling that he may be the one, and after i get together wif mr fats, i know that he is the one!! hahaha...
although i still go ga-ga over handsome guys like cristiano ronaldo, walcott, xiao zhu, zai zai and many many more.. hahaha.. but i noe they are just eye candy lar..
of cos if they do become a reality den i dunnoe lar... *dun beat me mr fats, hu ask u so short n fat* hahaha!!!

one last topic to tok abt, recently i became really dependent on mr fats, when he go home at night, i feel so loss n sad.. at one point when i was watching tv n no more show le, i was telling myself y is life so meaningless?? of cos, i suspected i got.. "DEPRESSION!!"
in the morning n afternn, when mr fats is wif me or i m outside i feel alright but i m afraid of night.. i dunnoe why.. i will miss mr fats very very much, den i would msg or call him very often.. i m very glad he is always there lar.. so i cant imagine hw i will be if he go for NS.. n of cos my dog!! my precious dodo.. he is always wif me althou these few years after he "upgrade"to lao gong gong cos he very old le, he became very stubborn.. ask him cum dunwan.. haha..

ok i wan go Zzzz le.. nite guys!! i love u mr fats!!

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